The cold rain comes at the right time. At first I thought that the system is mocking me for my foolishness but I realized that it is also helping me quell the burning rage I feel inside. Right now, I recount the cooking competition event that I participated in just now. Just because I made it through the first and second round, I let it get to my head and think that I am some kind of professional chef that is able to whip out amazing dish at will. When I make the milk pudding, I am doing my best to make it and feel enraged when Gordon is making fun of it. However, if I think about it again, I deserve to be mocked. I am only someone who learned how to cook by working part-time, it was natural for me not to know any fancy dessert like the other. However, it was totally my fault that I come

