Love,again
1141 Words
He touched my bruised cheek and lips.
"Stacey,I really love you but you have to understand that it's my passion and I can't just quit killing people.I mean I'll go insane if I give up being a killer.I am a criminal and nobody can change that.'' He said.
"Okay." I said as I removed his hand from my face.
"Let me apply oinment on it." He grabbed my wrists.
"No,I'll do it." I said as I walked to get the first aid kit.
"Let me see it." He said as he walked behind me.
"I'LL DO IT!" I said rudely and held his hands.He looked at me silently.For the first time,he didn't give me any reaction.He went to the living room and was reading the newspaper.I sat beside him with the first aid kit.He was more seriously injured than I was.I slowly cleaned his wound with isopropyl alcohol.I couldn't apply it on his hand as he was holding the newspaper.
"Your hand." I said slowly.He didn't respond,he just closed the newspaper and gave me his hand.I cleaned the wound and applied oinment on it.After that,I bandaged the cut on his head in order to stop the blood from flowing outside.I just put some oinment on my cheek as it was just a bruise.I washed my hands and made breakfast.
After almost an hour,I set the table and Alan was still reading the newspaper.
"Alan breakfast's ready." I called him.He didn't hear me as he was in his mind.
"Alan!" I called again.
"Yes?" He said so softly that my heart was melted.
"Breakfast." I said as I pointed down at the table.He came and sat on the table,so did I.It was quiet.We both were upset.
"Why can't you just give me a baby? I will do anything,please." He said and broke the silence but he never lifted his head.
"We talked about this." I said.
"You don't understand,do you?" He whispered.
"I do unde-"
"NO,YOU DON'T!" He shouted as he banged his injured hand on the table.
"No,you don't." His voice softened as tears welled up his eyes and he went to the bedroom.
Honestly,as much as I loved his monstrous side,I was afraid of it too.Nowadays,things are getting out of hand.
I thought maybe I should give him some space,alone.
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I watched the TV for an hour and Alan hadn't come out of the bedroom yet.I decided to take a shower so I went inside the room.He was sitting on the bed,working on his laptop.No anger,no sadness nothing.He was working like a normal man.Anyways,I took my clothes and went to the shower.I hung the new clothes and opened the ones I was wearing.I went to the bath chamber to take a steamy shower.
I put on some bathing cream after 5 minutes but all of a sudden the water stopped coming.I was irritated.I punched the shower for a few times but nothing was working.I came out of the bath chamber and checked other water supplies,they weren't working either.What the hell happened?I can't just wipe off the cream off my body because that's disgusting.Oh god,do I really have to do this? I had no other option.
"Alan!" I screamed from the bathroom.
"Alan!" I called again.
"What?" He entered the bathroom.I was sitting inside the bath tub for no reason.
"There is no water.What happened?" He went inside the chamber and tried turning on the shower.Then,he went outside and came back after a few minutes.He went inside again and I went inside too.
"What happened?" I asked.He turned on the shower and the towel that was wrapped around my body was now wet,so was he.
"Why did you do that?" I asked as I frowned.
"Well, you are the one who wanted water,here's water." He said as he sprinkled some water on my face.He was about to leave so I grabbed his wrists from behind and said,"I am not sore now." He looked at me and replied,"Well congratulations on your recovery." He faked a smile and was about to exit the chamber again.I was so disappointed.Without thinking,I turned him around,pulling him closer to me and I jumped onto him to kiss him.He grabbed me so I won't slip and fall.My legs were hooked onto his waist and he kept kissing me.He kissed my neck and bit the skin."Ah,please." I moaned.
"We'll,we will have a baby but not now,please." I whispered to him.That seemed to excite him more as he fastened his actions and went inside me.I jolted up and screamed.My body vibrated due to the sensational feeling and I dug my nails deeper onto his back.I kissed his neck and his shoulders.He never stopped pleasuring me."I love-" I breathed heavily,"I love you so much." I said then I kissed him.We made love in the shower.
After a long time of pleasure and pain,he said,"Come out now,or else you will catch cold."His voice was deep,sorrowful and daring.
I dried my body and wore my clothes.I sat in front of the mirror as I dried my hair.I looked at him on the mirror.He looked so handsome.His body was wet,he was only wearing the towel.His slightly wet hair which was in front of his forehead.His muscular figure,especially his six-packs and v-line.He had the most perfect bronze skin,which shone like gold.I stopped and looked at him for a long time.
"Why are you staring?" He said and his voice startled me,pulling me away from my thoughts.
"No,I was just seeing your wound." I lied,I was not a good liar to be honest.
I walked up to him and hugged him from the back,"I am sorry." I whispered.
"Well,I am sorry too." He said.
"For what ? "I asked confusingly.
"For turning off the water line." He winked and smiled.
"Wait,you? You did it on purpose? Oh my god." I said giving him a relentless look.
He hugged me and kissed me."If you don't want to have a baby right now,it's okay.I won't force you." He was sacrificing his desire and happiness for me.
"What made you change your decision?" I asked with a smile and raised a brow.
"I have you and you are more than enough for me." He replied as he kissed my bruised cheek.
"I,um,we will have a baby but just not now." I said as I touched his wounded hand.
"It's fine.I'll do whatever you wish." He said.I hugged him and he buried his head on my neck.
"I love you Stacey." He whispered in my ear.
"Ready to go to,Venice?" He asked excitedly.
"Venice? What?" I was confused.I looked at him.
"Well you recovered now,so?" He winked.
"Oh right!" I said,"No s*x,only tour." I whispered in his ear.
"Maybe,maybe not." He said and I laughed.
"Come on." He gave up.
"Okay handsome." I said and kissed him.
"Oh my love." He said as he pulled me into his chest,tighter.
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