JOSHUA
I felt dead inside.
I wanted Estefanía back in my life. If only I hadn't strayed from my path to go see my family, I would have arrived in time before she left me. I would have gotten down on my knees and begged her to fix things. I didn't care about seeing my family as long as I could try again with her. Yes, I had failed her and for two years I had simply distanced myself from her, leaving her at home so she wouldn't leave, because deep down I was afraid that if I let her go, I would never see her again.
I didn't want to get close to her in those two years because I didn't know how to react. I was so messed up because I had given up everything for her and the pain had blinded me. God, I wanted her back regardless of whether she had betrayed me or not.
Reading her letter had sh
