JOSHUA
I couldn't say she had been miserable with me because I had brought it upon myself.
God, I desired her so much that I could swear my balls had turned purple. I hadn't been able to be intimate with anyone because the two times I tried, being so drunk and trying to move on through tears, she was always present. In the way she kissed me, in the way she looked at me, in the way she touched me like she had just moments ago.
In the end, I gave in to my search and admitted that Estefanía was tattooed on every cell of my skin. I stopped looking for opportunities to release my body.
The last time someone tried something with me was Mónica.
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Two years had passed since Estefanía had left my side, and counting, my baby would be a little over a year old.
It was late autumn when I return
