Etienne let me rest the whole day the next morning. Nasa isipan talaga niya na siya ang nakauna sa akin. He was just by my side, kissing me, hugging me, and he kept on saying how lucky he is because aside from marrying his first love, he got to be the first man to own what my body can offer.
I don't really know what to feel so I just simply smiled at him and slept the whole day. May parte na nagagalit ako sa sarili ko dahil alam kong hinahayaan ko siyang maniwala sa isang kasinungalingan. And even if I don't love him, I hurt for him. Hindi kaya ng konsensiya kong burahin ang saya sa kanyang mga mata lalo na at kakakasal pa lang naming dalawa.
He's one of the two most powerful men on this side of the world. Kapag nalaman niya ang kasinungalingan ko, nakakasiguro akong hindi ako ang sasa
