Contentment breeds happiness. Or so they say. But happiness is difficult to achieve when you have a sense of dread weighing over you. And that is exactly what I have.
I could not be happier with everything I have with Lucael. The relationship that is forming. The bond we share. Yes, he is busy, as every Alpha is. But, I have grown accustomed to that, or I am trying to, and have done as he suggested, and when missing him, I take a visit to his office. And, I have to say, I think I enjoy those moments most of all. The time he makes for me... the effort he makes to make me feel wanted... he is a true gentleman, whilst not being a gentleman at all...
I am more content than I knew was possible. But I do not think I can be happy because the weight of the trip to my home pack weighs heavy up
