Elias Numb. This was the right word to describe what I was feeling within as I watched the second worst scenario of my life. I was delaying Trish's success in whatever this place was and it was pushing out the animal she was. Right now she was riding some lame person right in front of my transparent cage. I watched in total numbness as I felt my heart wimp in pain but the composure I was maintaining was far in contrast to what I was feeling. The other day I was shapeshifting. She got a clue when she came back to see me naked in my cage. She was mad pissed and it was satisfying to watch. But guess what? I have been naked ever since. This made me truly regret why I had not suppressed my urge more. Now I was looking like a man in the stone age, all clad and my hairy body, long unbrushed

