"Happy heavenly birthday Mama" tears fell on the image of my mother that I was holding. " Mama, why did you leave me alone in this world?" I hugged the frame tightly, unable to stop sobbing.
Lisa, my best friend, entered my bedroom and sat beside me, wrapping her arms around me. "How are you feeling, my love" she asked, but I couldn't respond. I lay my head on her lap, overcome with emotions and I feel asleep.
I woke up to my dad's firm voice calling me." Maya are you still sleeping?"
"Dad I am not feeling well," I sighed.
"Drink your painkillers and hurry up, we are running late," he said leaving my bedroom.
I got out of bed, Lisa was still asleep, so I went to take a shower, I was still emotional, so I took an hour hot shower to calm down. After showering, I dressed in my Gucci outfit.
I wore my Gucci dress, Gucci slides, Gucci cap and my 100k Rolex watch that my boyfriend brought for me. I did my makeup, then took selfies for my i********: since I was famous, and I did some t****k videos.
When I was done.I woke up Lisa, and we grabbed our things and went downstairs, where my family was ready to leave.
"Dad can we go to Mama's grave first" I asked, holding his hands, and I can see his face changing
"No, we can't go" he said, his words piercing my heart. " We have an important event to attend."
"Please dad, I just want to say Merry Christmas" I begged.
" You can go next time, Mary's family are waiting for us" he said.
"So you are more worried about your new wife's family than your daughter's feelings."I was getting annoyed.
"Here comes your tantrums" he said.
"What tantrums, when I am speaking the truth, you don't love me, and you never loved Mama" I sobbed.
"MAYA!" he slapped me, frightening everyone.
"MAYA, STOP ACTING LIKE A BABY AND GET IN THE CAR" he shouted again, he was pissed, his forehead was above his nose and his fists were clenched.
"I am not going" I ran upstairs, crying, with Lisa following me.
In my bedroom, I sat on my bed crying, and asked myself why my dad was behaving this way, is he possessed?, because my dad will never slap me, he will never hit his one and only daughter, this man hated when my mother was hitting me, he used to say why hit his princess, but today he is the one who slapped his princess.
His actions today shocked me and made me believe that Mary gave him a love portion and that portion is working because he forgot about my mother. It had been four years since he visited my mother's grave, he no longer loves my mother.
"Friend, I am sorry" Lisa hugged me. " Let's plan a party for your mom, plus it's her heavenly birthday."
"But no one will come, they are spending Christmas with their families" I said.
"There are lots of Mayas and Lisas, so don't worry everyone will come" She started calling our friends.
" But where will we get the food and drinks" I was wondering because it was Christmas and the restaurants were closed.
"Don't forget you are the daughter of David king , and you are dating Tucker Johnson's son, so everyone will want to help you."
And what she said is true, because within an hour, caterers arrived, decorators transformed the house, and friends started coming, wearing their angel costume.
It was an angel themed party. I was wearing my white Adidas jumpsuit, with my white Versace slippers.
"Hey beautiful" TK, my boyfriend, kissed my cheek." I got you something." he handed me a small paper bag.
I opened the bag, and it contained a box of a Versace watch that I have been wanting.
" Thanks, babe"
Lisa was on stage, "Welcome everyone to Auntie Linda's heavenly birthday, I know you had Christmas plans with your families, but we're here to support our friend Maya who lost her mother on this day, so Let's sing Happy Birthday to Auntie Linda!"
Everyone sang, and TK brought in a stunning angel-themed cake. After the song, I blew out the candles.
"Thank you everyone for coming. Enjoy yourself and feel free, just eat, drink and get drunk, and MERRY CHRISTMAS, DJ TURN UP THE MUSIC!" I shouted.
TK and I, and some of our friends went upstairs to my bedroom. We were drinking our alcohol, I was drinking my château Lafitte Rothschild that TK brought me from France last week, and he was drinking my father's whiskey.
Later Lisa came with one of TK's friends and they were holding small packs of white powder.
" What is that" I asked.
"We called it rejuvenation powder" TK said as he laid it on my table.
" Please tell me it is not what I think it is" I was shaking to nervousness.
" Try it friend, it won't hurt" Lisa said, and she shocked me because we don't do cocaine, we only smoked weed.
" No" I shouted.
" Babe don't be a party pooper, just try it and I promise you will love it" TK tried to convince me.
" No baby I am okay, this is dangerous" I said, "I refuse to do cocaine, my dad will kill me if he finds out."
" Who will tell him?" Lisa asked, "plus friend you have stress and I promise if you take this you will be stress-free."
"If you love me you will do it" TK threatened me but not in a bad way, he just wanted me to show him that I love him.
"How do I take this" I asked. TK laid one on my table, and he sniffed it, then laid another one, and I sniffed it.
After the first sniff I felt something that I never felt in my body, it was, so nice, and relaxing, so I took another pack from Lisa and I sniffed it, and it felt like I was in another world because I forgot all my problems, my anger and sadness faded.so I decided to take more of the powder, but as time goes my head spun, my body was stiff, I couldn't hear my surroundings, my eyes blurred and when I tried to stand up I passed out.