Paris Blues

Mistakes

I held onto Hans strong shoulders as he gently laid me down on my bed, my head was betraying my heart. I moved up onto the bed and he followed before getting on top of me. He slowly removed my blouse leaving kisses and soft whispers in German, the alcohol had intoxicated me, he had intoxicated me further. My skin felt like it was on fire as he continued kissing me all over.

"Hans". I moaned softly as I grabbed his blonde locks.

"Take this off". I said unbuttoning his uniform jacket. He got off me and undressed until he in his boxers, my eyes widened slightly when I saw the bulge in his boxers. He climbed back on top of me and continued kissing me. I felt him slip off my skirt before he threw it across the room.

"Beautiful". He muttered when he saw me in my underwear. He took off my bra and latched his lips on my breast.

"Hans". I gasped as I wiggled underneath him. His hands expertly trailed down as he removed my stocking and panties. He slipped a finger inside of me and I cried out.

"Aaah". I cried out at the uncomfortable feeling, he removed his finger from inside of me. He slowly took off his boxers and I turned my head not wanting to look at his manhood.

"Look at me". He whispered and I complied.

"I've never done this before". I told him and he nodded taking my lips onto his as he deepened our kiss. I suddenly felt something entering me and I cried.

"Hans it's so sore". I said feeling a burning feeling at my core.

"Relax". He whispered and I tried complying but the further he went in the more pain I felt. He was whispering something in German before he started moving slowly. He held my face and I looked him into the eye.

"Hans ahh". I moaned softly as I refused to break eye contact. It was if he could see through my soul and I realized this wasn't just s*x he was making love to me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and I felt him go deeper.

"Ahh". I screamed loudly, it felt like he was hitting my cervix.

"Hans. Hans. Hans". I cried with each thrust he delivered. My hands went to his broad back leaving marks on hit. He increased his pace slightly as he went even deeper.

"Hans ahh right there". I cried out loudly.

"Here". He asked thrusting into the same spot.

"Yes yes". I moaned when he thrust repeatedly into my sensitive spot.

"Hans ahh ahh oh god it feels so good". I whispered feeling my body tighten up before I came releasing a silent scream as I felt the tears fall down my cheeks. He kissed my tears as he continued thrusting into me. I watched as his face turned red, his body tightened up before he came and released into me, I gasped loudly.

"F*ck". He said as he collapsed on me, I winced when he pulled out. The guilt hit me like a speeding train and I turned away from Hans and cried silently, Henry would never forgive me for this. I had betrayed him in the worst way possible. I winced at the pain between my legs reminding me that I had another man inside of me a few minutes ago. I felt Hans wrapped his strong arm around me bringing me closer to him, my eyes landed on the ring on his finger and fresh tears rolled down my cheeks as I snuggled closer to him finding comfort in his arms.