June 1945
Things went from bad to worse for the Nazis, they were defeated in Stalingrad, Russia and they failed in infiltrating Switzerland. The French won back their land after they defeated the Nazis. Hans fled back to Germany and we were on the run. We were in a new safe house after receiving news that Hitler committed suicide. I was scared, my poor son was only six months old and his life was in turmoil, I didn't if I could take any more. I was exhausted physically, emotionally and spiritually. I still felt sad and empty, Hans avoided and chose to spend time with his wife and children. He was sick of my constant sadness and he was sick of me, I could see it in his eyes. My worst fear came true when I caught him having s*x with his wife, he didn't see me because he was busy pounding in
