Finding Me

She awoke with the sun as usual, but today was not a usual day, it was her sixteenth birthday and it was supposed to be one of the best days of a young girl’s life however for Elana it was going to be the worst day of her life. She got up and looked around the pitiful closet she called a room, picked up the only tattered dress she owned and went to wash her face to start the day. Looking in the cracked mirror she brushed her dark hair out of her hazel grey eyes, she looked at her reflection wondering for the millionth time why she was born into this dark place. She could hear the rest of the house waking and rushed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, she quickly put the bacon on to fry as she made biscuits and poach the eggs for father. French toast for Bonnie and pancakes for Bonita because the spoiled princess’s couldn’t have anything less than the best. Mother only drank coffee if you seen her at all, and that was for the best ,her screams and threats of death were terrifying and I knew she meant every word. This was the way it was in our house, my sisters were princesses and I am a slave. I was adopted by father and mother when I was a baby and no one knows who my real parents are. Once breakfast is done I hear my father coming into the kitchen he is angry again and I am not sure what I did to cause his wrath yet again. He grabs me by my hair and drags me to the floor kicking me in the ribs repeatedly , “You little b***h you should have had my breakfast ready hours ago, you are such a stupid little slut” I am curled up on the floor trying to protect my face from his feet flying at my body as he violently kicks me harder. My sisters enter the room and you would think they would stop this horrible pain but they both just grab their plates. Bonita is a bit nicer than Bonnie but they are both cruel in their own way. Father kicks me one last time and yells” you had better have all your chores done today we have very important guests coming this evening and if they are displeased I will make you pay” I am not allowed to go to school as people would find out I exist, as far as mother and father told me they took me in as an infant because my parents had died in a horrible accident, I miss my parents terribly and wish I could have just felt their love for just a moment. I go through the rooms cleaning and picking up laundry and head to the laundry room to begin the wash, this is when Bonnie corners me and pulls my hair. “Have you washed my clothes yet you stupid little b***h?” “ I need my clothes now!!” she screams as she rips my head back and forth. “I have them right here Bonnie” I cry hoping she will release my hair from her death grip. “ I shouldn’t have to come get them they should be sitting in my room waiting for me you know better you stupid little slut” she yells throwing me to the floor, grabbing her clothes and sauntering away she turns and says “I will tell father about this go to your room and wait for your punishment!” “Please Bonnie” I beg “ do not tell father I will do anything you want” I know that I would rather be at Bonnie’s beck and call than have to deal with father’s abuse. Bonnie sneers at me “ you get what you deserve you little slut, now GO!!” I am crying tears streaming down my face now as I head to my room to receive my punishment, father is evil in his torture and I guarantee today will be worse than before. As I sit on my bed waiting for father to arrive I wonder if I will ever escape this hell. I have tried running away but they always find me and bring me back. The last time I ran away I was 12 and that was the first time father touched me and I swore I would get away and never return. I hear his footsteps as he reaches my room stomping harder and harder, he whips my door open and yells” get in position you little slut” I hate my life, my tears stream down my face as I remove my dress, if I don’t do this quickly he will tear it from my body and I have little clothes as it is. He removes his pants and I can smell the bo and alcohol on him already and it isn’t even 9 am. I bend over the bed put my head in my hands and pray this goes by quick. He grabs me and pulls my body towards his rubbing his c**k against me. I want to puke but I know I must stay silent or it will be so much worse. He starts to f**k me and grabs my large breasts in his hands gripping harder and harder as he thrusts into me. His grip on my breasts hurt and I want to cry out but I stifle it in. He is grunting and pounding against me and with every thrust he is calling me his dirty little slut. When he finally finishes he wipes his c**k on my face and tells me” clean it up dirty little b***h” I can feel the vomit in my throat as I do as he bid putting his c**k in my mouth and sucking it clean. “Happy Birthday my slut now get your chores done” he sneers and he leaves me alone in my filth. I complete my chores and as supper is cooking I escape out the back door to get a bit of fresh air. I look at the sky begging for something,someone to come save me and take me from this torture. I hear rustling inside and realize our guests are here. I was not told who would be coming only that they are very important. We are werewolves but I have yet to find my wolf I am told we do not meet our wolves until the eve of our sixteenth birthday so I will meet mine tonight. I am so excited to meet her and to finally not be alone anymore. Bonnie and Bonita are both 6 months older than me and they have already met their wolves. They became so much meaner after they got their wolves. I rush back into the kitchen knowing if anything goes wrong tonight I will pay dearly and this morning was gentle compared to what would happen if father was angered this evening. I prepare the dinner table and as I am finishing up my mother stumbles in she is drunk again and it seems she just walks through life drunk so she doesn’t see her husband cheating on her with everyone he can. He is a sleazy man and has no real place in the pack. This is where the guests come in. They are both Alpha’s from neighbouring packs and he is hoping they will mate with one of his daughters so father can gain some power. This is all that is important to him. I am to stay hidden from them and as I finish setting up I head to my room for the night.