Tristans affair

WARNING SMUT AHEAD MEILYN I sigh , fixing my glasses and my dress which is a waste of time by the way. I know how the way i am going to walk in is not the way i am going to walk out , it has always been like that. Those in the office with deducting skills already know what goes on. How my shame has no meaning, how i am degraded and made into nothing, how i would still go back no matter what. I grip the file in my hands almost turning my knuckles white, i fix my glasses again , a sign that i am nervous. I have done this many times, i have walked into this office many times and everytime i do i always get nervous. Thats the power he has over me . The lobby is silent only the sound of my heels clicking. My one hand has the files in my hand the other one constantly pulling my skirt down, trying by all means to hide the end of my stockings. I walk slowly , my steps calculated and i halt as i get to the door. I take a deep breath and internally count from one to ten in my head and contemplate many times thats when only, only then can i knock the door. " enter" i can hear his voice , zoning off i can hear him shouting profanities in my head . i shake the thoughts off and then i open the door "Sigh ", here goes " Good morning mr Zelda" i smile as i close the door he does not look up, instead he smiles whilst looking down. He knows my voice . He always says its soft and nice to hear in the morning " Good morning Lyn" only he calls me that . all my friends call me Mei "I am here with the papers and to remind you that you have a meeting at two in the afternoon with Mrs Zelda , concerning the engagement" i say , not hiding the sadness. He looks up at me , his smile still plastered on his face . I meet his eyes, something that i have always done confidently without any fear. "come" his voice comes out commanding. It makes me weak, makes my lips cry in want and my panties drench in need .I take a deep breath and slowly walk to him, my heels clicking breaking the silence between us. The closer i get to him the more his perfume invades my nostrils, rich and expensive , smells just like him, mahogany. I get to his desk and place the files on his desk. Not sparing him another glance i turn to leave " i never said you can go love" he says. I stop at my feet but i do not face him. I close my eyes trying my best to control my emotions. "I have other things i need to do, its very busy today i..." he cuts me short "you work for me dont you" i keep quite " look at me when i am talking to you" he commands , he is not helping because my panties are now uncomfortable from the wetness, i sigh defeated because its a fact we both know that i am now under his spell. i turn and look at him " yes i do Mr Zelda" i force a smile " so did i ask you to leave " he asks " nor sir you did not" he stands up and stands besides his desk . i look at him ,our eyes not breaking away from each other. " you have a knack for disrespecting me Lyn " he says harshly " i am sorry sir" he chuckles angrily "see" he states pointing his index finger at me i sigh " I am sorry Zelda" i challenge him " come here" he commands , i do not go aganist him. I am under his spell so i walk towards him instead. I stand before him and he towers over me . Thats one of the reasons i have always liked him, loved him to be honest. He is tall and my height , so small and frail yet i still always challenge him.I look at him , my smile is nowhere to be found but his is plastered on his face. "why the disrespect love" he speaks looking down at me " is that even a question ? " i say as i look at him and he smiles , as if it does not hurt my heart. "I do not like it" he states " i do not like it when you call me love but here we are are . so live with it " he chuckles and he steps closer to me his hands snaking their way to my waist. I close my eyes , enjoying his hands on mine, not denying the feelings they ingnite in me . With him a can never play pretend. "I miss you" he whispers in my ear. My wheels turn but i do not give in yet "Thats not proffesional tris......" " f**k that " he interupts me . i look at him. He looks serious. " what do you you want from me Zelda" i say the vulnerability visible in my voice as if i dont know his next answer. " you love" he silences me. the wheels in my head are turning. why am i in this situation. He caresses my hair something he always does , he is lost in his own world, I feel like his possesion. A possesion that he is sentimental with.I wish he looked at no one but me because i would kill if i saw him look at anybody the way he looks at me. He raises my cheeks and makes me look at him " f**k permission i am tired " he does not let me respond because no sooner his lips are on mine. i do not respond but i am forced to. I have lost control of my body. I respond to his kiss. My hands on his chest. The kiss starts out slow but later becomes rough, just the way i like it, him yearning for me like this. His hand grips my waist and the other one lifts up my skirt . Our tounges dance in unision before fighing for dominance. He is losing his patience with me. Something that i love about him. He lifts me up and sits me on his big desk. I pull him by his tie smashing his lips on mine . He unbuttons my shirt and grabs my breasts over my bra. I moan in exstacy , he knows how to handle me and how to make my wheels turn. " I want you Lyn" he pleads with himself instead. His lips leave my mouth and he kisses my neck , leaving hickeys in the most intimate areas. "Tri please" i beg, for what? i do not know. He carries me to his couch and he places me down. He is in a rush, fighting with my buttons . I understand his frustration it has been over two weeks now, since he has claimed me. He lifts my skirt up and he smiles at his view . " f**k " he mutters to himself. He does not waste time in removing my panties and puts them to the side. Wanting to participate i struggle with his belt and he takes over removing his pants to reveal his hard, erect c**k. my weakness, i gulp the way it looks at me . He holds my leg his eyes on mine and he enters me slowly. He sighs and curses and i moan enjoying the feel of him inside me after a long time. "I miss you too" i can not deny it anymore. He smiles and starts thrusting. All i can do is look at him and part my lips. I try not to moan , they will hear me outside. He does not care , his groans are music to my ears. " God Lyn" he groans and i grab his shoulders making sure i scratch him. I do not know if it was out of pleasure or out of my jealousy. He goes faster, our moans fill the room and i have my hands on his back "I love you Meilyn, never doubt that" he looks in my eye as he continues thrusting . All i can do is close my eyes. I can not say it back, not anymore , not when it is complicated like this. He slides out making me frustrated but he flips me on my stomach one hand on my ass and the other gripping my hair as he enters me from behind. I moan loudly , I pray to God no one has heard me .he thrusts harshly, moaning and cursing and i hold my mouth tears prickling my eyes. "I want you and only you, no one gets to have this cunt, youre mine Meilyn" he declares. More like he talks to himself. I am close and he knows because my movements become vigorous . He continues with his pace , leaving a hickey behind on my neck. After a few minutes of cussing and profanities we both reach our peak. We both moan loudly as he releases his seed inside me. before colapsing on the couch and he kisses my forehead. "Lyn " he says and i do not miss the vulnerability in his voice. i choose silence . He gets up and grabs the tissue on his desk and he wipes himself then me. We both change in silence and i stand up and head over to the files. The pain hits me , same with the realisation of whatever happened. tears prick my eyes but i do not let them fall. Talk about post nut clarity " talk to me " he looks at me but this time i do not look back " Your files Mr Zelda" i avoid eye contact "Lyn dont ......" we are interupted by a knock on the door. I look at the time and i already know who it is. He wants to say something but i do not let him. I take my glasses then i walk to the door and i open it. "Miss Milly" the blonde woman smiles widely i smile back but its not genuine " I hope i am not disturbing , did i get the time right my appointment was at two right" "No not at all i only came to deliver files . Mr Zelda is free you can go see him , excuse me i have work to do" i smile then i glance at Tristan one time before i leave. i hurriedly walk down the lobby bumping into Astrid i apologise and head to the elevator. She looks at me pitty in her eyes and all i can do is smile and hide the tears that were threatening to come out. This is what has become of my life now. Noona my be turning in her grave now