By the time Thursday rolls around, it has yet again been another few days where David hasn’t so much as touched me. It seems to be the new dynamic – I get close, do something, and then he needs a few days to cool off, and not be around me. The fact that we still haven’t slept in the same room is weird too. Almost as weird as the fact that we haven’t had s*x yet, after all these months. Despite the fact that it is the one thing I want to do. It makes working at the office very tricky. It makes living together very tricky as well. It makes me confused on where I stand with him. The last we spoke about it, we were giving this a go, as in me and him being together. And yet, nothing has really happened that screams ‘relationship’. Even the fun banter I used to have before is gone, replaced

