We spend our night outside while drinking a cup of chamomile tea. I didn’t expect Hannah would ask me something that made me emotional to answer. I guess this will be our closure this time. I will take this chance to tell her honestly whatever she asks me. I gave her my answer from the bottom of my heart. I know it’s painful for me, but I need to be honest to myself and her. For me to accept the reality, I need to be honest with myself. But I didn’t expect that my answer would make her get emotional also. We said our apologies and thank you to each other. I guess this is the closure that we need right now. She kissed me for the first time. I didn’t expect that she'd be going to do it. I think it means goodbye this time. Goodbye to the pain and let go to move forward. I gave Hannah a ride

