Unforgiveable

The Handyman

                                                                               Crissy's Pov:

It's been a couple weeks since Marquan witnessed my car phone s*x with Tavias. It's been really awkward at work but we both are trying to make it as less awkward as we can so that nobody notices and starts becoming suspicious. I'm still trying to find contractors to renovate my place but between work and home I don't really have anyone that I can trust inside my home when I'm not there. I'll just ask around at work tonight and see if there's anyone that my co-workers trust to do it.

11:30 and it's time for me to head out for work. 

Arriving I see Marquan and Ana standing outside chatting. I brush past quickly with greetings to both of them. As soon as I get into the kitchen I'm swamped with work. I didn't even get the chance to ask any of my co-workers if they knew of anyone that could help renovate my home. It stayed pretty busy all night.

I took my break pretty early tonight and when I did Marquan happened to be outside taking his. I never knew what kind of car he drives because he was always at work before me and he was always the last one to leave. With that being said who knew that I had parked right beside him. As soon as he saw me coming he tried to leave.

                                      " Wait can we talk? No funny business I swear," I said chuckling a bit to lighten the mood.

                                        " Sure," he said shrugging his shoulders nervously.

                                        " I just wanted to ask if you knew of anyone trustworthy enough to come to my home and finish renovating it. I really don't wanna spend a year in the house alone with it being unfinished?" I said nervously because this is the most conversation we have had since the last time we were both out here at the same time.

                                        " Ummm I don't know of anyone because I did all the renovations around the house myself. In fact I actually with the help of my father before he passed built my own house. I would help free of charge because I love to work with my hands But I know Tavias would never go for me being alone in the house with you." he said with a seemingly devilish smirk.

                                         " Well at least you tried huh," I said with a smile. " I guess I better had got back to work.

Over the next week I had licensed contractors come and look at the place to give an estimate but none of them gave a price that was in the budget that Tavias and I had agreed on. We really couldn't afford to go outside of that budget so I decided to take the money that Tavias offered and give it to Marquan as my new handyman. I'm an i***t right ? I know. Lieng to my husband not once but twice now. Who was I becoming around Marquan was he growing attractively on me that much? Did I actually enjoy Marquan watching me that night? Did I maybe want him around a little more than I was letting on? I gotta get my thoughts together I love Tavias and I would never want to hurt him in the ways that I've been hurt in the past.