Unforgiveable

Closer

                                                                         Marquans Pov :

                             " Could you be any louder ?" said Crissy said with sleep still in her voice.

                             " I'm sorry did I wake you?" I said as I put down the hammer kind of glad that I had some company. The past two weeks that I've come here Crissy has done her best to avoid me. So tonight I thought I'd plan something to lighten the mood up a bit.

                             " Yes you did but it's okay I should probably get up anyways. It's my only day off for the next 6 days so I should probably get some cleaning done." she said as she was turning around to walk away. Damn this woman was fine as hell in the morning. Her hair was messy and she didn't have any makeup on but wow she was gorgeous even without. I'm not even gonna mention that ass again. Oh s**t think about Ana think about Ana.

                              " So wait Crissy before you get your day started I just wanted to thank you again and also ask you something." I said standing up twiddling my thumbs.

                             " I thought I'd cook for us tonight because I know the mood has been a little tense around here and you've been doing your best to avoid me. I'd only like to be friends with you so I thought I would cook you a friendly dinner. Would that be okay with you?" I said nervous as hell that she would take it the wrong way and say no.

                         " Sure yeah that's fine I'd like that actually. What time?" she said with a smile that I didn't expect.

                         "Ummm does 10 p.m work?" I said ecstatic

                         " Yup," said Crissy walking away.

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It's 10 p.m and I decided to make good ol Jambalaya for Crissy and I tonight. Where the hell is that girl how is she late for dinner at her own house, I chuckled to myself.

                         " Crissy," I called out.

                         "Coming," she said.

Woaaaahhh Crissy looked absoulutely beautiful. Was she at home having dinner or was she on a date because that beautiful silk purple spaghetti strapped zipped up dress was looking just as edible as she was.

                         " WOW Crissy you look beautiful", I said as I pulled out her chair. She replied with a simple thank you and giggle.Everything was silent for the 1st 10 minutes until Crissy burped loudly and we broke out in laughter.

                     " That was a really good meal Marquan I knew you could cook but I didn't know you could cook like that. It was amazing. Maybe I should have took the "cook for yourself " rule away," said Crissy with a chuckle.

                      " Maybe you should have," I replied with a smile as I started to clean up after us. At this point I think Crissy had downed damn near the whole bottle of Cabernet I brought to go with dinner.

                       " Do you want me to help you," I asked noticing that she was stumbling trieng to get out of her chair. Before she could even say no Crissy fell face forward busting her lip. I helped her upstairs to her room grabbing the first aid kit on the way so I could get her lip cleaned up.

                      " There all better," I said on one knee in between her legs as she was on the edge of the bed. As I was finishing cleaning her up I couldn't help but to gaze into her eyes and to my surprise she was doing the same exact thing. She was so beautiful and I just couldn't help but to have dirty thoughts about her. But she was drunk and I wasn't going to take advantage of her. Besides I still have a girlfriend remember?

                       " Marquan you really are handsome you know that?" she said as she stroked my cheek leaning closer to my face tilting up my chin. Is she about to kiss me? I know I shouldn't but before I could think our lips were locked. We were making out and I was enjoying her soft brown lips that were lightly glossed. I knew this was wrong though she was drunk and I had to push her away.

                       " We have to stop ," I said not really wanting to me or my now very hard p***s but I knew that it was the right thing to do. She was intoxicated and she wasn't in her right mind.

                     " Can you at least help with with my zipper?" she said stuttering. Hesitantly  I went to help her with her dress and I unzipped it slowly. Her skin was so soft and at this point she had her ass pressed on my d**k. I couldn't help but to kiss on her shoulder. Then her neck as she slowly started to grind her round ass on my p***s. Lord I was so hard right now and I was forgetting about Ana. Man I really want to f**k Crissy right now. Crissy turned around and before I could say anything she pushed me onto the bed.

                       " Crissy this isn't a good idea your drunk right now and when you wake up in the morning your gonna be ahhhhhhhhhhhh s**t," I yelled out. Crissy pulled down my pants and started sucking my d**k. Her lips were so warm and her saliva was trickling down to my nutsack making it even more intense. Up and down up and down. She was making love to my d**k with her mouth. Her tongue was caressing the head of my d**k. s**t I was about to nut all in Crissy's mouth. f**k I gotta stop this girl.

                         " Crissy we shouldn't " I whispered out. I don't think it was loud enough for a rat to hear what I was saying.

                         " Stop " I said pushing her off me and scrambling to my feet fixing my pants.

                          " We can't do this Crissy think about Tovias think about Ana. We shouldn't we can't. When you wake up in the morning your going to feel like s**t if you remember this. Goodnight Crissy." I said as I exited her room. f**k that was amazing I never experienced head like that. It was f*****g amazing. Did this girl go to school of s*x or something? But f**k how am I gonna tell Ana? I can't f*****g tell Ana she'll leave me for sure and I really don't want to lose her. f**k Crissy why would you put me in this situation. Maybe I should stop doing renovations over here. She paid me though I can't just stop. I'll wait til she's sober in the morning if she doesn't bring it up then neither will I. Collecting my thoughts that's running a 100 miles per hour right now is the most difficult thing I could ever do.