Crissy's POV
Cancer! f**k my husband actually has cancer and what have I been doing huh? Creeping, lying, and deceiving him. What has he done though? Serve this country with his life, be faithful, love me even at my worst. Why God? Huh? Why? I mean I know it was wrong to cheat but that should have been my karma not his. I should've been the one with cancer. I have never felt at my lowest but I know this is the biggest sign that God could give me. I have to break things off with Marquan.
On my way to work I'm nervous as hell. My mind and my heart are racing giving me the worst case of anxiety ever. I love Marquan. I really love Marquan but wh
