Vengeful love .

Suicide isn't an option or is it ?

Trust takes years to build , seconds to break , and forever to repair .

We met . Max and I just like the first time with some minor differences involved .

This time he paid attention . He apologized , said he was sorry . He will be . I will make him feel sorry , not for me but for himself .

In the next class I didn't see him. For a topper he doesn't attend much classes . Correction. Ex topper .

The class was hustling with noise until the next teacher arrived. All of the students sat upright making sure not to chatter or make a sound . Who would want to piss the head of the school ? Except Tanner . He could do anything and get out of trouble like nothing happened .

He isn't afraid of the head , let me tell you why . The head of the school is none other than Tanner's mom . If it would have been his dad , things might be different , who knows ?

Let me tell you a secret . She is a very bad person , very bad . If not for her Tanner would be in his right place now , behind the bars .

Overall I have quite a bunch of problems to deal with before the devils get punished.

She is a good mother though but for a women , shame on her. Her child tried to r**e me and he was successful , that day he killed my soul and all she did was throw money on my face . Being a women she didn't standup for another women . She is not human . She is pure evil .

I remember the events of the day . They are so freshly engraved in my mind .

" Please , let me go " .

" Nice try , princess " , he laughed cruelly.

In a flash he was on top of me , holding my hands in a tight grip . I started screaming , shouting for help . Nobody came .

I kept struggling , trying everything that was possible to have an escape . But it was all futile .

He r***d me in the school itself . On the day of the farewell party which was thrown for our seniors. The music was loud , no one could hear me scream . He had brought me to this isolated classroom . Perfectly planned and excellently executed it was .

After he was done , he discarded me like a piece of trash . Warned me not to tell anyone . By the time it was over I was hyperventilating . I had curled into a ball trying to calm myself.

I cried and cried , swallowing my own tears to no end .

When I finally recovered , I got my clothes on . Covered my bruised , naked body . And then with slow steps walked to the only place I could think of .

When I showed the bruises to Tanner's mom she was horrified .

" Who did this ? "

I started crying . She hugged me , calming me down .

" He rape.. me " , I choked on my tears .

She told me to continue.

" Tanner. Tanner did this . "

I really trusted her . I thought she would provide me with justice . It was too much to expect of her .

Her whole demeanor changed hearing his name .

" It's ok , Alina . It happens. Not a big deal " .

" Not a big deal . Is it because your son is the guilty one. " , I was furious , angry and broken .

She made me sit , offered me a glass of water.

" Listen , Alina . To tell you the truth it's not his fault . "

She eyes me up and down before continuing , " If you wear such slutty clothes , anybody would think of you as a slut . The short skirt barely covers your thighs and your cleavage is quite visible too "

I couldn't believe her words. She was the own who used to give lectures on feminism . The school rules even had in them to not make use of such words which are demeaning. She was my role model until that moment .

" I can't believe you are the one saying this "

She opened her wallet , pulled out some money and placed it on the desk .

" Take it . And leave my son alone. Don't try to lodge a police complaint or do anything stupid because that will not end well " , she threatened me , her gaze was murderous .

She broke my trust . Step by step . Hurting me with vengeful words .

I ran away cause that was all I couldn't think of , my mind wasn't working in the right direction . I had faced the true reality of the world and all I wanted to do was runaway from it . My legs didn't stop .

I was engulfed in grief . Everything hurt . The pain was becoming unbearable so I came to a sudden decision . Suicide .