Chapter 13There was no hope for me. I couldn’t even kill myself right. My life was still over, but I didn’t know how I was going to be able to end it for good next time, because these people were never going to let me out.
I now had a concept of time. According to my arm bracelet, I’d been hospitalized for almost a week now.
I hadn’t called Sof.
I wasn’t allowed my cell phone here, but I finally sat down at the patient phone one day.
“Sof, it’s Rave. I’m back in the hospital.”
“What happened?”
“I…overdosed on some pills.”
“When?”
“Five days ago, apparently.”
“I haven’t heard from a word from you.”
“I was kind of out of it.”
“This is the second time you’ve been in the hospital in a month. I’ve been worried, haven’t heard from you, I’m working to get a home for us, and you’re maki
