Chapter 14In late August, a bed at a group home just outside of town opened up. I called Roni for the first time since I’d been in the hospital. “I’m just calling to let you know I’m coming by to get some clothes tomorrow. I’m not going to be living there anymore but I’ll pay you what I owe for the bills from when I was living there.” Maybe I would have given my sister more notice if she hadn’t been such a b***h. She’d make it without me. She had her boyfriend, after all. For a while I hated her and never wanted to see her again for the rest of my life. She knew I’d heard she’d called me useless. She never apologized for it for f**k’s sake. But maybe I didn’t hate her. She just didn’t understand. She saw laziness instead of illness. It had to be hard to live with me with all these thing

