Episode 21
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Mattheo
While I'm looking at Collin, it feels like I was looking at my world.
"Of all people, Why me? There is so many people who's better than me." said Collin while looking at me.
When I'm looking at her eyes, she has the most beautiful eyes in the world. It was brown and when she smiles, her eyes are smiling too.
Ugh, My heart!
"Actually, I don't know. The first time that I saw you, that was the first time that I feel that weird feeling I am carrying until now." I said while looking at her.
"What if you are not inlove with me at all, then it happens, and we're still friends, would you still risk your life just to rescue me, or save me from the zombie invasion?" She said while looking at me.
I just nodded.
"You don't need to consider my feelings for you. I love you or not, I will still do my part as your friend." I said.
He smiled at me.
Come near me and hug me.
"Thankyou!" She said while still embracing me.
I don't understand my feeling right now. I know we are in the middle of zombie attacks but we are still here. Hugging and telling feelings.
She distanced to me again.
"Other says, you are handsome. Why you didn't court those people who likes you? Or adores you? Why you didn't choose them instead of hiding your feelings for me, in almost a year?!" She said while her face looks serious.
I just laugh at her.
"Do you really think, you can teach your heart to fall inlove to someone who you doesn't like at all? If only I could do that, I will. But I can't. Because my heart says, there is only one person that I want." I said.
"And that was you, Collin!" I said then slowly looks at him and smile.
When I look at her, it looks like, she's blushing. Ugh, that girl.
I do not repent that he is the one I have chosen to love.
"I know there is some who really likes you. Even if it's already obvious, you still not believe in what we say about that." She said.
I wrinkled my forehead.
"Who?" I said while looking at him.
She smirk.
"It's Sabrina. She really likes you! I see that she is always showing it to you but, you are always ignoring her." She said.
"Why did you know it?" I asked while looking at her.
"She told me! And I know she's telling the truth about her feelings for you." She said.
She smiled before she talks again.
"Who have thought, a girl will wait for you for how many months, even years, but then he will later on, ended up being rejected!" she said then smiled.
"How tragic!" she added.
While I'm looking at her, I know that, When I finally got her as my girlfriend, I know that I will be the luckiest man in the world.
Everytime I think of her, as if I'm imagining our future, I can't really avoid to feel inlove so deeply with her.
"What are you thinking?" she said while looking at me.
"Nothing!" I answered.
She smirk.
"Why?" she asked while raising her eyebrows.
I just smiled at her.
"Why don't you try?" said Collin while looking at me.
"Try what?" I said while looking at her.
"That, you try to court, Sabrina! You know!" she said.
All right, insist it Collin, insist it.
"I laugh at her and she's looking at me badly.
"Why are you laughing, Mattheo? I'm not kidding!" she said then rolled her eyes at me.
"Because of what you're trying to say since earlier." I said.
"You know what, Collin? If only I could taught my heart whom he fall inlove to, I would. I will taught my heart to fell inlove with Sabrina instead of you. But then, I can't, Collin! I can't force myself to love someone else, than you!" I added while looking a far.
"She's better than me, Mattheo." She said.
I smirk.
"No. You are better than her. You are different for her. So please, if you can't love me back, then don't force me to fall inlove with Sabrina." I said.
I bowed my head between my two legs nd hugged it while taking a deep sigh.
Collin suddenly hugs me so I decided to sit properly.
I look at her and I see that she is staring at me.
I stare at her and, I saw her sad eyes.
"What's the problem, Collin?" I asked while looking at her and wondering why she do it.
"Thank you for the unconditional love, Mattheo." she said.
Her eyes are teary.
"You are always there to take care of me even I'm at my worst. I'm always treated you badly but then, you still treated me the way I don't deserve." She said while trying to stop her tears from falling.
"I don't know how I will thank you, for taking care of me even if I didn't appreciate it." She added.
She looks at me while her tears are falling from her sad eyes.
"You're smile is enough for me, Collin. You can thank me if you want! But if you don't, it's still okay for me. That doesn't change my love for you. Reject me, or accept me, I don't care!" I said.
She hug me so tight while whispering thankyou to my ears.
I am happy now. Even if we're just friends, I know someday, if we are both destined to be together, no matter what happened, even if we are both in a wrong person when that time comes, destiny will make a way for us to be together again.
After she hugged me, she asked me a question that reminds me, my past.
"Have you already fall in love before, Mattheo?" She asked while looking at me.
I smiled and nod at her.
"Her name was, Dianne!" I said.
"What a beautiful name, Mattheo, huh! I think that her face is beautiful too!" She said then smiled at me.
I smiled at her too.
I admit that I already experience how to fall inlove before. There was a time that I'm always going to her house just to see her.
*Flashback*
"Where do you think you're going again, huh?" said George, my brother.
"To Dianne! Why?" I asked.
"You know, brother, instead of going to her house from time to time, why don't you set a date for the both of you? For example: You will meet on weekdays or weekends! Hm, or you can stay to her house every Monday, Wednesday, Friday, or, Sunday. Or Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday. It's up to you." He said while raising his eyebrows.
I smirk.
"You don't understand me, Bro! You don't know the feeling of being so deeply in love with that person!" I said then I smiled.
"It feels like, you always want to see her even if you're already with her just a few hours ago! That feeling, you're so addicted to her! You always missed her smile, and you always want to be with her." I added.
My smile was so big. I feel so inlove now!
"You know what, bro? Instead of wasting your gas, I have an idea!" He said then smile.
Her smile looks different.
"And what is it?" I asked while raising her eyebrows.
"Kidnap her and bring here. You take her away from her father!" he said then laugh.
"That's the only way, bro! Think about it!" He said while smiling and pointing his fingers beside his eyes.
"Very nice idea, brother. You're so brilliant!" I said then laughs at him.
"Well!" He said while raising her hands and shoulders.
He laughs before he say goodbye.
If that guy experienced how to fall inlove with a special girl, I'm sure, he will understand me. And it that happens, I will laugh at him endlessly. I promise.
*End of Flashback*
"Can you tell me more about her?" She said then smiled at me.
"Are you sure?" I said while looking at her.
She nod at me.
"If it's okay with you, then I will ask you questions about her. As simple as that!" She said then smiled.
I took a deep breathe before I look at her.
"You really want to know it, huh!" I smirk.
She laughs at me.
"Okay, If you're really interested about her, let's make a deal! I said.
She pucker her forehead while looking at me.
"Don't look at me like that, Collin! You can't catch me by that kind of gaze.!" I said while looking at her while shaking my head and smiling.
I said she sneer at me and I just laugh at her.
"Why you don't want to tell me about her, huh? Why do you need to make a deal, in exchange of story about your exx? I'm just interested about her so please, I don't want to deal with you!" She said
"Okay! So I won't tell anything about her!" I said then I smirk.
She looks at me badly.
I just laugh at her.
She holds my arms and shake it.
"Ugh, Why you're making this things complicated for me, Mattheo! I'm just asking about your exx. Nothing more!" She said while continue shaking my arms.
"Please, Mattheo! I won't tell anyone about her. I promise!" she added.
I smirk.
"No!" I said while laughing.
"If you just agreed to make my deal, then you will know her story. But you says, no! So, it's okay with me." I added.
She sneer before she speaks.
I heard his deep sigh.
"Okay, Fine! What's the deal?" She said while looking at me.
"I will tell you about her if, and only if, you will tell me about Austine, your Exx boyfriend!" I said while looking at her.
I smiled as if I'm teasing her.
"Why you still need to ask me about him?" She said.
She looks so angry.
I just look at her and wait for her to speak.
She took a deep sigh before she speak.
"Okay, Fine! Deal!" She said but she's rolling her eyes.
She's so funny.
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