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Aribel
That motherfucker.
I couldn’t believe he had come all the way out here without saying one word to me. I couldn’t believe he had hidden the fact that Pacific was trying to sign them. I couldn’t believe he had called me judgmental. He hadn’t even asked my opinion on it. He was too chicken s**t to even find out!
I had finally confessed about kissing Henry. I’d thought everything was out in the open, but he’d been holding back. What did all of this say about us?
Were we too f****d up to have a realistic relationship? Was I blinded by the fact that I loved him? I felt deluded by how desperately I wanted to be with him. It shouldn’t be this hard. It shouldn’t hurt this bad. It shouldn’t feel as if he had just punched me in the gut when I could see in his face all he wanted to do w
