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Grant
By the time I pulled up the GPS on my phone to find out where the f**k Ari’s hotel was, the cab had already driven me five blocks in the opposite direction. He had claimed to know where we were going, but it took everything in me not to punch him in the back of the head for his stupidity and get in another cab. All I wanted to do was get to Ari and talk to her like a civil human being. I couldn’t ever manage that s**t when it mattered.
I couldn’t stop running through what I was going to do once I got there. Find her, apologize, f**k her. Things would get better.
She needed to know I trusted her. That I wanted to tell her about these things. I just freaked the f**k out at the thought of leaving her. If I signed then we’d be on tour. No doubt about it. Hollis would ship us out w
