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Cedric

Man Mona'e you wrong and you know it

Ah nigga like Pete shouldn't even be talking to you. I told my sister as we argue.

Soooo what you downgrading me and s**t. What type of big brother are you?? You are a f****d up brother Mona'e yelled as Corey pushed her out the door.

Haha you mad?? I said as my daddy looked at me crazy. Boy you need to shut the f**k up. Leave her alone he said as he laugh at us fighting

I felt Mona'e was wrong for doing Pete like that dude was in love with her for some reason. I mean my sister of course was pretty but she had nothing going for her self. She danced and did drugs and she act like her s**t don't smell.

After we all went to jail for beating some hoes up she couldn't even tell the man sorry for blaming him for her getting jump on when it was really her baby daddy b***h ass baby momma who we couldn't find but it's not hard finding bitches when you got connects everywhere.

So she was mad and so was our momma but I didn't care. My bigger problem was taking my boys from my momma. She told me I could have my kids back but I was not ready but their momma parents wanted to be in their life now, but my momma had full custody of both of them so they was threatening to take her to court because she didn't like them and didn't want my kids around them because they once called my kids lil monkeys( my baby mama is white)And apparently her parents are some nasty ass bitches and my momma is very mean and will fight anyone who cross anyone she loved and she loved my boys down.

WHEN my boys was 2 and 3 my momma let their grandparents see them and the first thing the grandfather said was on their some really cute monkeys. So my momma punches him in the face and they haven't seen my kids since then.

My momma told me to tell them to take her to court if they wanted to see my boys and that is what they was doing. My baby mama was in Jersey with a whole different man and more half black kids. I thought me and April was gonna be together for life but once she made me go to jail and get kicked out of school I dump her b***h ass and took my kids which she didn't care s**t about she said she didn't want no kids. That's when my momma made us sign our rights over she was more then happy and I was to because I was to young to take care of kids.

Leaving our parents house I had a doctor's appointment. I was showering one day and as I'm doing my nuts check I felt a knot in my sack so I went to get check aout. The doctor said it wasn't normal and he ordered me a lot of test.

After going home and showering I was now in the doctors office waiting for my test to come back.

Hey Cedric how are you doing? Our family Doctor said as he looked at me. I'm good Doc what's up. I'm ready for the test result I bluntly said. I was scared of the doctor and I hated the smell.

Um. Okay Cedric let's get to the test, I know you hate being here. First your HIV came back good ,you are clean as a whisper he smile. Thank you Lord I said as I looked at him. Umm so after the test result on your testicles,we think the knot is a sign of cancer..

Them word made me not understand or hear nothing he said after that. I literally was in lala land. What the f**k did I just hear????.