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Mily

So I just wrote a whole two chapters and they just disappear.. omg .

Looking at my brother over react I just shook my head. This nigga had us thinking he had cancer when the motherfucker only had ENLARGE balls. This nigga had my momma crying and s**t I don't know what the f**k he heard. The nigga probably was high as f**k when The doctor told him his result. ()

Damn mom you ain't got to cuss me out like that, he said as the nurse at the hospital gave him his Prescriptions. He was just put on antibodies and was scheduled to come back in a couple of weeks to see if his nuts is back normal.

After leaving the hospital my plans was to go chill with Mona'e but she was at school so I decided to go with my momma and nieces to get our nails done. My momma cater to her grand daughters. I mean they where already divas and she made sure their hair and nails was done on a regular.

So Mily how is school she asked me as the nail tech polished our nails. I of course had some crazy s**t going on but I couldn't tell momma. She would beat the s**t out of me.

So I was basically f*****g this older dude name John. The nigga wine and dime me. He kissed my body in ways that no nigga have ever kissed it. I was f**k up about the dumb b***h but he had a full wife and once I found out about her I left him alone but of course the wife want to beat me up and I am not gonna lie she did beat my ass twice and now she want leave me alone. It wasn't my fault he was cheating but she felt like it was and she wouldn't leave me alone.

I was at the point that I wanted to come back home to my parents but I knew my momma is gonna want to know why and I am afraid to tell her.

Sooooo,Mily, when was you gonna tell me that some old b***h been coming to your house f*****g with you about her nigga? My momma straight forwarded said. No sugar coating or nothing. She was blood shot raw. Momma I don't know why she is coming to my house I left him alone as soon as I learned he was married.

So you and old girl fought? Umm yes momma she fought me. Umm so you didn't fight back? Momma I don't fight I whisper afraid to look at her. Umm so you let a b***h beat your ass again Mily???

I had a history of not fighting,I didn't inherit the toughness from my parents I just wanted to stay out of drama.

I remember being young and these two girl Amy and Stacey had jumped Mona'e and I just stood there. My momma beat my ass for like three days straight. Then I fought this lil white girl name Molly and the b***h beat me up too and my momma beat me and her momma up..

I was not a fighter and they all hated it. So what if I punch you right now Mily for letting a hoe beat you up because their man didn't know how to keep his d**k in his pants?

I-I don't know momma,I'm sorry. She beat me up for about 20 mins and no one helped. They just laugh the first time. Then about 2 weeks later she punched me in the face and this dude who I went yo school name Melvin stopped her and since then he has literally been my protector and it crazy because he liked me and he was actually from California.

I will be going back to New York with you and I want that w***e to try anything. She said getting up from the chair. She looked so pissed and I knew it was gonna be a problem when she takes me back.

After telling momma all my issues and her basically telling me I was dumb she had went and told my dad more and he was pissed with me now so I didn't have no one to talk to in the house but Mona'e.

I loved my sister so much,my momma kicked her out when I was 13 so we wasn't close. She use to try to come see me but momma would run here away.

Hey sis I cooed as she laid cross her bed. Hey boo she said back as I laid next to her. What you doing tonight???I asked her as Pete is blowing up her phone. I thought Pete was sexy as f**k and he had money but he was like 29 and he was in love with Mona'e but she was always mean to him .

What Pete? She yelled . Not knowing what was said she just cover her mouth as tears drop. Mona'e?? I whisper looking at her as the phone drop on the mattress..