Chapter Thirty Six
I sat in my plane seat, completely shitting myself and I have no idea why. Why was I so nervous? f**k knows!! Tracy never got back to me, She never called, messaged, nothing. I spoke to Ryan and apparently, they had been in contact and she was completely freaking out, not knowing what to do.
I felt bad… but I don’t know why… I hadn’t done any thing, and while she hadn’t either, she wasn’t talking to me.
Obviously, I couldn’t leave Matthew at home, I just wouldn’t feel right, So, i brought him with me. I told Janet I was taking him on a last minute business trip because, well, let’s be honest, she would lose her s**t and we would go back to square one if she found out I was going to England to see Tracy.
Though she doesn’t really have any legal standing, I just did
