Chapter Thirty Five
I woke up semi early the next morning, I had quite possibly the worst night sleep in my whole entire life. I kept waking up, having bad dreams, you know it, I feel like a complete and utter zombie right now. Throwing the covers off me, I just sat in the edge of my bed for a while with my head in my hands.
My life was complete upside down. If I put her first or treated her better, she wouldn’t have left which means she would still be here with me, with Matthew and I could be there for her and the babies.
It f*****g sucked!
I get that she wanted to move on and all the rest of it, but when she found out… why didn’t she ever tell me?
Standing up, I headed in to Matthews room, but he wasn’t there. Weird. I was about to head down stairs when I noticed a note on the s
