I'm very scared; I didn't measure the consequences of my actions. But I must say that it was very liberating to confront Joel and shout things in his face. I'm bothered by his victim attitude. If there's a victim, it should be me! Although at this point, I don't even consider myself that because the reality is that I decided to help him at the wedding.
How much I regret that decision! I have neglected my goals. I should be focused on my career, but here I am stuck in all of Joel's problems. The only good thing is my son, and yet, I also acted unconsciously. Looking back, I don't know at what point I got lost again after the betrayal. I had regained my life, but as always, Joel showed up and everything went down the drain.
The contractions have stopped, and even though it's impossible, I
