Rise of an Omega

CHAPTER 11

I woke up in an unfamiliar room. Staring at the ceiling, memories floods back on what happened today. My heart squeezed tightly and I can't breath. I'm gasping for air so I sat up and hugged my knees. Closing my eyes, I can't cry anymore. No more tears to cry but the hurt is still fresh that I want to take my heart out. It's like mybheart has been cut into tiny pieces.

Someone came in and I did't bother to look. Still keeping my head on my knees while hugging it. It's Luna Daisy, she sat down on the bed. She pulled me to her and gave me a side hug. I felt at peace that she's here, same peace my mom gives me when she hugs me. I cried a silent cry remembering my mom. I thought I can't cry anymore. But she's there. Eventhough ahe doesn't say anything her presence alone is enough to calm me down. After some time I calmed down. "I know it's hard for you now. But there are still things that you should do. After an hour you will meet your wolf. Alpha Cameron and me will be there for you. If you want someone else to be present there just tell me." I shook my head to say No. " Okay dear. I'll give you time to prepare I'll come back after an hour." and she kissed me on top of my head and went out the room. Luna Daisy treats me like her daughter which I'm very grateful. Because I don't know I can be with. And I hope having my wolf, I will never be alone. At least I will have my wolf. That is something I could look forward to.

I went to the training ground where Alpha Cameron and Luna Daisy are waiting for me. I'm thankful its only them. I don't want to talk to anyone yet or face them. I heaved out a deep breath and approached them. Luna Daisy held out her hand to me gave me a hug. I felt relaxed somehow. Alpha Cameron and Luna Daisy talked about some things about the packhouse. Some renovations and upgrades. Well, I'm just there. Eversince what happened a while ago I still didn't talk. And I don't want to talk. Grateful enough that they didn't oblige me to talk. I drift my thoughts about my wolf. What is her name? What color is she? They said that the wolf is a reflection of yourself. Will she be as hardheaded as me? Hahaha. I smiled on that silly thought.

"It's time." Alpha Cameron said breaking me in my trance. I nodded and stepped in the middle of the training ground. I closed my eyes searching in my head. 'Hello!' No one answered me. 'Hi?' panic starts to rise in me. I search my whole head but I got nothing! Its just give me headache. I opened my eyes and looked at Alpha Cameron and Luna Daisy. Their eyes searching to mine. And I knelt down on the ground feeling helpless and tired more than ever. They ran beside me and hugged me. Rubbing my back to calm me down. I didn't even noticed that I'm shaking! I want to cry but no more tears comming out! I just want to cry! I felt to much pain in my chest. I'm pounding my chest to relieve my pain. I want to shout! I can feel their worried look on me but I can't help it! "Aaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!" i shouted still pounding my chest. Faster and heavier! I'm in so much pain! My left cheek is wet, just then I noticed Luna Daisy is crying. "My wolf is not in there!" I feel running out of breath. "I don't have a wolf?" more of a question. "I'm so sorry my dear. Maybe your wolf didn't came out because you just lose your mother. Let's wait next year. Besides this is not a rare case." what if I don't really have a wolf? But I just nodded. I know Alpha Cameron just want to uplift me. But it hurts. My heart hurts! I can't breath! As I am gasping for air. I smelled an intoxicating scent! Oakwood and rain! 'Mate!' my eyes wide. Is that my wolf? 'Hi?' no one answered. 'Hello?' still nothing. I stiffened when the scent became stronger. I looked up and saw Clarence! And everything else turned dark.

"How are you feeling now?" Luna said. I passed out for a few minutes and the first person that I saw is Clarence Realization hits me! Clarence is my mate! I know I didn't have my wolf yet. But I'm sure it's my wilf who said it! I looked up to him and I saw him clenching his jaw and the look in his eyes. He knows! The hurt in my chest becomes heavier again. Why?

"I'm better. I would like to go home please." I feel betrayed. He knows I'm his mate but by the way he treats me I feel like he doesn't like me. Does he not want me as his mate? 'I'll never mate with an Omega!' I remember him said. Is that the reason?

CLARENCE

I'm at the packhouse balcony looking at them. They are now in the training ground. Luz is in the middle of the training groud, probably it's time for her wolf to show up. I took a sip of brandy while watching them. I want to see her wolf! Tyrone is prancing in my head. He too is excited. Even if they already decided to reject her at least they could have a glance of her wolf. It's been a few minutes but she still didn't shift! Suddenly I felt a surge of pain in my chest. My knees becomes weak. My head is aching. Then the glass fell down and I knelt down as I felt exhausted. I clutched my chest as I feel it's tightening up. It's a different kind of pain! It's like someone's pain! I can feel the lost and sorrow in it. I'm sweating too much gasping for more air. Then the pain slowly subsided.

"What's happening?" I asked myself. Then I looked up where she is. My mom and my father already beside her. She's kneeling down on the ground clutching her chest also. It's from her? How? I stand up, my knees are still buckling. I tried to compose myself, I need to know.

I approach them, hoping to find some answers. "Aaaaaahhhhh!!!" she screamed and the pain in my chest is there again! I clutched my chest again. Is this her pain? I'm just a few feet from them when I heared her

"My wolf is not in there!" I stopped. Shocked. I know it happens sometimes but when I felt her pain I know its the matebond! This is impossible! How can I feel her? She doesn't have her wolf and we are not yet mated! I went nearer to them but when she looked up at me. Those eyes, are asking me. Does she know that I'm her mate? But she didn't get her wolf! 'Just claim here! Our mate is in pain!' Tyrone howling in my head but I put him at the back of my head. I gather all my strenght not to take her into my arms. Still staring in those beautiful grey eyes I saw hatred? Then suddenly it becomes like normal. Like no emotion! Is his eyes deceiving him?