Forever And A Day

Chapter 4

[*Trigger Warning! Involves s****l assault & suicide*]

Eliza

I woke up in a cold sweat. I did not get the rest I needed being that I was so torn from yesterday situation. Now I am afraid to go to the packhouse and see Thomas. What am I supposed to do? Do I even say hi? I better quit with the questions and get ready to start my duties.

I got myself ready the same as I always do. Washed my face, put my long hair in a top bun, grabbed some leggings, and wore my outwore shirt. I walked over to the pack house to get started on breakfast and prepped for lunch.

My usual companion Lily that is also an omega here came in since she was out yesterday.

“Good morning Eliza”

“Morning Lily! How did it go?”

“It went well.”

She didn’t tell me what was going on and I did not want to pry into her business. It was just off to see her gone since we don’t really have days off and werewolves really don’t get sick.

“Hey Lily…I wanted to ask why you were out yesterday?”

She looked around to see if anyone was out so no one can hear “Can I tell you something?”

“Sure, your secret is safe with me”

“I went to seek a witch”

“Wait what? Are you serious? Why would you want to see a witch?”

“SHHH! Keep your voice down. I’ve been thinking about this for a while now. I don’t want to be bond into this pack by serving someone for the rest of my life. I know there is something out there for me”

I looked at her with my mouth open. I honestly didn’t know how to react. Born into a pack you’re either royalty or at the bottom. I have never heard of anyone leaving to have a new life. From I understood, that’s pretty much opting out of the pack entirely and sometimes the Alpha will find that in a sense as treason and treason means death.

“Lily, what exactly are you planning?”

“I heard there is an all-powerful witch named Amelia. I was wondering if there was a way to break the chain that ties me to my wolf so I can live as a human out in the world”

“LILY ARE YOU INSANE!” I whispered yelled. “Your wolf is a part of you that binds you together in your being. How can you think of something like that?”

“Like I said, I’m looking for a way out. This might be my only shot.” I gasped. I can tell by the look on Lily’s face, she was dead serious in what she said. She’s truly been the only person I can relate to in our situations. The only difference is that she’s a few years older than I am.

“Lily…Did you ever find your mate?”

She looked at me for a split second and I noticed the water start to begin in her eyes. “Oh Lily, I am so sorry”

“No no it’s fine. You didn’t know. I was actually fated to Derrick.”

“Derrick Willow, as in the Thomas’s best friend and future Beta?”

She nodded biting her lip to keep from crying out. I went in to hug her and she started to cry like she’s never been able to fully release the emotions she’s been holding in.

“Hey. It’s okay, they say the Moon Goddess gives second chance mates..”

“And how long must I wait? How long does one must wait in order to get a second chance?! This pain I don’t wish on anyone!”

“Shhhh Lily calm down, before someone..

“What is going on here?!” Thomas’s dad walks in, our current Alpha, Baron Hawthorn.

“I deeply apologize Alpha! Lily just had some things currently going on and…”

“How does that affect me? How does minuscule issues of an omega come before the royal’s needs?” throwing out his Alpha aura.

“Yes Alpha. You are correct. We will stop and continue to serve you” from that response he left.

I decided to mind link her because I may understand where she is now coming from “Lily, please before you do anything, let me know just in case anything was to happen to you.”

“Don’t worry, I will make sure you are aware. Don’t you feel what I’m feeling?”

“I feel like there something more for me but, I just don’t know how based on my current situation. Who knows there might be a change very soon.”

“Oh that right! Tomorrow is your birthday, and you’ll possibly meet your mate. Any ideas?”

“Thomas” From that answer, she looked at me shocked while I blushed.

“I suggest you be careful with him. You see his father and usually they become spitting imagine of them.”

She was right especially after the encounter I had yesterday. We finished breakfast, lunch, cleaning the pack house, and completed dinner. After all that I was exhausted and noticed it was now 7 pm. I decided to go home and finish my schoolwork. I am home schooled being that I didn’t really want to go to a setting and learn from a classroom. I felt it best to just finish all at home so I can also graduate early.

There are times I felt like I should move forward with additional education like college getting a degree and have a great career. It’s just hard to see things outside my bubble. Once I got my stuff done and then completed my chores at home, I suddenly realized it was close to midnight. I was about to be 18 and possibly find out if Thomas is my fated mate.

I went outside making my way to the garden sitting on a bench looking up at the moon. My heart began to pump, and I couldn’t control my shaking. Looking at my phone, I see I was seconds away.

3…2….1 12:00 am then it hit me. The amazing smell of a fresh apple orchard. I made my way to where the smell is coming from and see that it was directing me to the pack house. I made my way to the gigantic doors when suddenly one swung open and there he is

“Mate!” we both said and immediately latched on to one another. He kissed me so passionately I wasn’t sure how to even kiss, but I went with it. I felt the electric feeling of touching one another and he moved his hands down to my butt and squeezed.

I yelped in his mouth where he then took advantage to have his tongue invade my mouth. I moved my hands under his shirt and felt the abs and muscles that were so tight. I moaned which then had him stop to look at me. Both of us breathless he then took my hand, and we moved our way to his bedroom upstairs. He guided me to the fifth floor where the Alpha suite is situated. He lead me to a bedroom door down the hall.

He opened the door to a big room that had a king size bed with 4 posts, everything was modern and sleek. I have never been in the Alpha’s floor being that I mostly worked into the kitchen and first floor. I look around in awe with the colors that resemble him. The dark blue, black and gray scheme truly fit a man’s room. It gave me a moment to think that this is the place where I would lay with him and share our time together for the rest of our lives. I smiled and he took noticed and returned the gesture. He then placed me on the bed where he then began to crawl on top of me to kiss me. We were making out and his hand went under my shirt to cup my boob in my bra. I moaned in his mouth where he then growled. Was I ready for this? He was my mate after all.

In my thoughts I did not realize he was removing my shirt and then unclasping my bra. I was blushing being fully exposed to him with nothing on top

“Gorgeous” he said and then put my n****e in his mouth. I moaned and a gripped my hand into his hair while his other hand played with my other n****e. I was beginning to get so hot and soaked that he must have really smelled my arousal. From there he then took off his shirt and began to remove my leggings. At this point I am completely naked in front of him.

“Are you going to be a good girl and listen to your Alpha?” I nodded.

“Good, now get up and help me finish getting undressed”

I moved to where we are both standing and removed his sweats. I noticed his erections through his boxer briefs. After I was hesitant being that I have never seen a man and the first encounter I had with my mate is now leading to something so intimate.

“What are you waiting for?”

I grabbed on his waistband coming to the realization, I don’t think I can do this. I don’t think I’m ready.

“I’m sorry Thomas, I don’t think I’m...”

“That is Alpha Thomas to you!” he shouted.

Feeling his rage, I am looking up to him with fear and tears “Please you’re my mate. I am willing to give you everything but this…I can’t do right now”

“You will serve me mate and satisfied my needs” getting his Alpha aura that I cannot refuse.

I began crying pulling his briefs down. Why? How does the Moon Goddess allow this? Breathe Eliza. I looked up wanting for my next command.

“Now then mate. Suck.” I shook my head but then I felt the Alpha command aura radiating off him and I took him in. I tried to suck him but, I never tried anything s****l with anyone. My tears flowed down as I tried the best I could to just allow him to finish. He grabbed both sides of my head to then thrust into my throat I began gagging which then got him moaning enjoying the torture he was giving me. After that he removed himself from my mouth

“Get on the bed”

I then cried while crawling over to lay down on his bed. After I was set in place, he hovered over me kissing all over my face while I was trying to push him away. He then grabs both my arms to pin above me while the other scanned my body. I was bawling my eyes out while he tried to muffle my sounds with his kiss.

Suddenly I felt the pain of him entering me. He covered his hand over my mouth while I screamed in pain of taking my virginity. He used so much force that I was beginning to shake from the fear and pain. I don’t know how long it went for being that I felt like I was going in and out of consciousness. How did this moment go to the happiest to now a living nightmare? We’re mates! This is not how our moment is supposed to play out!

“DAVINA! DAVINA! WHAT IS HAPPENING?!” She yelped in pain in my mind taking witness as what was currently happening to our body.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, he pulled out of me and shoot his seed over my stomach. After realizing what happen I was paralyzed with fear unsure whether to move or to stay still being that I was unsure of how much more of abuse I was going to face.

He looked at me with a disgusting grin tossing a towel my direction. I took whatever little dignity I had left to clean myself off. I sat down on the edge on the bed trying to think back of how did it go this way? Did I lead him on? What it something I said? Do mates do this?

I turn my head to look at the bed trying to register again what just happened and I saw the aftereffects. There was blood all over the bed from the result of the assault. I gasped while the tears formed into my eyes. Biting my lip to keep from screaming, his voice took me out of my trance.

“Get dress now”

I was not about to disobey him, so I immediately put back on my clothes feeling disgusted and dirty. Once we were both dressed, he took my hands in his and looked into my eyes. I began to panic being that I was unsure as to what was to happen next.

“I wanted to thank you for giving me something so precious that I now know no one will ever have.”

“Give? I didn’t give you anything you took with force!”

“I took what was rightfully mine and now that I have gotten what I wanted, now is to complete my plan. I, Thomas Hawthorn, future Alpha of the Mountain View pack reject you Eliza Steel, as my mate”. Pain shot through my chest that vined through my body. I buckled from the pain and began sobbing the tears.

“Accept the rejection omega” he said with his Alpha command.

I took some breaths before trying to get back up straight with my hands still in his. Davina whined in my head dealing with the pain with the rejection. Through clenched teeth, I stood with tears flooding out. “I, Eliza Steel, accept your rejection”. From there I see a specific twitch happen to Thomas which I believe is the emotional ripped from your. I ran out of the room, going down the stairs to get the hell out of there. Trembling and stumbling downstairs I didn’t care if he was chasing me or if I woke anyone making my way down, I just knew I needed to get out now. I don’t know I long I ran I just know I shifted to Davina and ran to the woods.

I let Davina take full control and run as fast as she could to run away from the situation that just happened. Pushing us to our spot on the cliff where we watch the sunset. She howled a sadful howl of dealing with the rejection and the morphed back to me.

Standing there looking over the cliff I screamed. I fell to the floor and poured out all my emotions out. Slamming my fist into the ground while crying and screaming out my feelings. I did this until I felt my knuckles begin to open from so much force. Finally throwing up everything that was in me and after regaining my composure, I looked over the cliff again and thought I should jump.

What are the chances of me surviving?

Why does that matter?

There’s no one out there for me. My father is absent, my mother doesn’t care, the only light I had let was a future with a mate. And now that cease to exist now. I took a step forward about to give into my impulse when I heard her “Don’t you dare think about that my child!”