Purchasing My Husband's Mistress

Chapter Ten: Do You Have Something To Tell Me?

She looked around her room with a whole new set of eyes. She was a woman now. Things just somehow looked a lot clearer than they had before. She found herself paying more attention to the fine details and to her body.

After their first encounter together, Bianca did exactly as the man instructed. She got cleaned up, got dressed, took 3 ibuprofen, and layed in her bed with an ice pack on her coochy for the next hour.

As she rubbed her hand down her thigh, feeling the silky shaven skin, Bianca felt proud of herself. She did it! She actually did it! She had s*x! She had GREAT s*x. She also very much enjoyed it, despite the initial pain.

Brian was no doubt the kindest person that she had ever met. Olivia's so lucky to have him by her side forever, Bianca reminisced. One day, she had hoped that she'd be lucky enough to find someone half as kind as he was. That would be a tall order though. Men like Brian were rare. She knew that. She also knew that if things kept going the way they were, should could easily be gaining feelings for the na. Feelings that she didn’t want to have. Feelings that she couldn’t afford to have. She needed this job. She couldn’t let her feelings get in the way of that. She needed to guard herself more.

About an hour later, Bianca decided she had rested enough for her liking. She wasn't broken, she knew that. Women well beyond her time did the deed and kept on moving with their lives.

Bianca finally made her way back to the main house to finish the dinner that she had started. She was a little startled to find Olivia there in the kitchen as well, reading a book. Brian was working again, and everything seemed to go back to normal.

"I stirred dinner," Olivia noted while still keeping her nose in her book.

"Thank you, Ma'am. I wasn't feeling well so I went and layed down for a bit," Bianca said softly.

Olivia now looked up from her book and looked at Bianca quickly. She gave her a quick grin as to say that she knew what she meant. Then Olivia went back to her book.

This made Bianca a little bit uncomfortable. It also left her somewhat relieved. She didn't like hiding things... from anyone. She felt like she was the dirty little secret in the house, which logically, she knew she wasn’t.

Once she finished preparing dinner for the Stantons, she took her own meal back to her quarters in the guest house, where she had decided to spend the remainder of the evening. She needed time to process the days events and her raging hormones.

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That same night, Brian made his way to the guest house to check on Bianca. He wanted to be sure that he didn't hurt her too badly earlier that day. He also wanted to check on her mental state. This whole arrangement must be confusing for her, he felt, especially when you add the whole element of losing your virginity to the mix.

"Knock knock," Brian said as he pretended to knock on Bianca's half opened bedroom door. "I just came to check on you," he gave a warm smile in Bianca's direction.

"That is very kind of you, but you didn't have to do that! This is part of my job," she stated firmly and to the point.

Bianca could feel herself starting to have feelings for the man in front of her. However, she knew that it was so very wrong. She needed to stop them. So she forced herself to be colder than she wanted to be. For once in her life she needed to be strain. Bianca was a noted pushover to her family and friends, so this should be interesting!

"I know, but I wanted to. It is also my job as your employer to make you comfortable and to help you succeed in your position," he explained. "Plus, I feel like I know you now, and I know that you must have a million mixed emotions going through your head. I certainly don't want to hurt you in this process, either physically or emotionally," Brian admitted.

Bianca felt her heart tug a little. He knew how to soften any coldness that she was trying to build up towards him. He was so kind...and so...handsome. She wanted to tell him to be mean to her, at least a little, so she could see that he wasn’t this perfect specimen of a man.

"Thank you, Mr. Stanton. I really do appreciate the kindness that you have shown me," Bianca instinctively went up to him and hugged him.

She was a hugger by nature! Although she tried to keep things professional when she first meets people. She couldn’t help but hugging him now.

Brian, surprised by her reaction, received the hug from Bianca.

"Well, if you need anything, just let Olivia or I know, okay," he concluded?

"I think I'm good, but I will be sure to do that," Bianca added.

She then watched the man, the man who she was growing fond of, walk away, back to his life, his wife, his planet that she was just orbiting for now. She would never live in that planet. She would just admit it from afar. That was her role.

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Later that evening, as Brian and Olivia retired to their bedroom, Brian took off his clothes and made his way to the bathroom to take his evening shower. Olivia now had a heightened sense of awareness.

Watching her husband, Olivia gawked at his beautiful physic. He was so striking in her eyes! When he happened to turn around to walk away from her, Olivia also noticed that on his back was something new... something that wasn't there before...something like long scratch marks.

Olivia wasn’t sure how to feel about seeing her man with physical marks in him, as if he was being branded by another.

After he showered and finally returned to the bedroom, Olivia decided that she would bring up what she had seen on him.

"Do you have anything to tell me," she stared him down?

Brian looked at her a little off guard as he hopped into the bed. He did not expect his wife to know what had happened earlier that day. However, he had not intended to hide it from her either.

“Well, yes, actually, Bianca and I took the first step today in our arrangement," he leaned over and snuggled himself up to his beautiful wife. "We are one step closer to having our family," he said excitedly, as he kissed her on the cheek.

"That's great news," Olivia said as she pretended to be happy! She didn't know why this was bothering her. After all, she was the one who hired this woman for the task. Somehow, though, Olivia felt a bit of jealousy creep in. She supposed it was normal though. Or as normal as can be when you hire someone to sleep with your husband. Yes, totally normal, indeed!

"Soooooooo. Aren't you going to share the details with your wife? " Olivia asked, realizing that he had intended to drop the subject? She wasn’t about to let that go down.

Brian didn't know what to say. He didn't want to tell her any details, as he didn't think that that was fair to Bianca. However, he also didn't want to keep any secrets from his wife.

Brian was also battling the task of trying not to hurt her feelings. He certainly did not want this arrangement to negatively affect his marriage. It was intended to do the opposite. However, he knew that if he was fully honest with his wife and told her that he had performed oral s*x on his future Baby Mama, she would probably be quite pissed, and rightfully so. He knew even more so that she would be devastated if she only knew how much he had enjoyed the s*x, how the two had undeniable chemistry and a connection with one another. Yes, Brian knew too much. He also felt too much to share !

"Well, Liv, there isn't much to tell. We had s*x, that is what we had planned, correct," he stated firmly as he had gotten a tad bit defensive!

"Yes, but, Brian, My Love, tell me how it went. She was a virgin up until this point," Olivia curiously dug deeper!

"We're all a virgin at one point in our lives. It's not like I never had s*x with a virgin before," he responded casually.

He very much didn't like where this topic was heading.

"Well, by the looks of the scrapes up your back, you either practically killed her with your throbbing thrill hammer, or they were marks of pleasure. So I want to know which one it is," Olivia probed him further as she sat up in bed authoritatively!

"I can't help it if I'm well endowed!" Brian sat up too and whispered in her ear jokingly. He wanted to de-escalate the situation.

"You're deflecting! Olivia sat up in bed even further and looked her a husband in the eyes. You can't fool me Brian, those marks are either from a woman having an orgasm or a woman in complete pain," she said sharply!

"Well, she was obviously in pain at first, but I did my best to make sure it didn't last long and that she enjoyed it afterwards, since it was her first time. We need her to continue on with this for it to work," he stated as he also stated her down adamently.

"So she did orgasm then," Olivia demanded answers.

Brian just stared blankly at her. He was not budging on the topic. It was now going too far.

"I'll take your lack of response as an admission!” Olivia felt vindicated.

"You must have really given her the works if she was lucky enough to orgasm her first time. I didn't even know that that was a thing. My first time was pure pain," Olivia added as she tried to drag more out of him.

Brian didn't want to express how he had loosened up Bianca's juices prior to intercourse. So instead, he just flatly stated, "Okay, love. That's enough s*x talk for tonight. Now, how about I show you what my throbbing thrill hammer can do!” Brian leaned over to shut the lights off and prepared to seduce his wife.

Olivia did not turn him down. Even though she was well aware what he had done earlier that day, she still appreciated that he desired her! It made her feel sexy! It made her feel loved. It made her feel relevant in this game made for two. Yes, she was happy to show her husband the best that she could do in bed. She needed him to rate her higher than Bianca. Somehow it was important to her

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Meanwhile, in the guest house, Bianca lay in her bed and was writing in her journal:

"Today was the day that I had been dreaming about for so many years. I made love for the first time today...and it was with the kindest, most gentlest man that I have ever met. And the best part is that he will be the father of my kids one day, hopefully soon! My children will be so lucky to have a piece of him inside of them. Even though I know that he will really never be mine, I am so thankful that I get to just be in his presence, even if it is only for a finite amount of time.”

“I want to clarify as I write the words making love. Some may call me crazy, because it was truly s*x. s*x as a job, no less” Bianca scribbled. “But I care for him. I care for him as a person. And he cares for me. There would be no other excuse for the way he made me feel. So yes, it’s true, it feels like the closest thing to making love that I may ever know.“

“I have officially experienced my very first orgasm, and I repeated it. I was missing out for far too long. If I could have Brian’s mouth feasting in my core every day, I would. He was truly amazing!”

Bianca looked out her bedroom window and looked up at the main house. She could see nothing but the soft glow of a nightlight in the master bedroom. She wondered what the man was doing right then. Was he sleeping? Was he snuggling with his Love, or was he lying awake, recalling the day? Whatever he was or wasn't doing, she just wished him happiness. He deserved that after all. He was such a good man!

Bianca lay awake that night until about 3 am. She just couldn't manage to fall asleep. It wasn’t in the cards. So many thoughts were running through her head.

“Have I made a mistake coming to live and work for the Stantons, she wondered? “Was I really ready for all the emotions that were happening? Would I eventually be able to leave it all behind knowing that my children and...Brian would be staying without me.?

She deserved happiness too. She deserved to find her own man who would love her the way that she now knows love can be. However, she knew that she came here for a reason also, and she will stand by that decision.”

Still though, she would do her job the way that she promised. And when it was done...well then she would have to move on. Otherwise, she would just be living in someone else's fairytale! No, she needed to make her own. Bianca needed to find a man who treated her like the Queen that she was, and someone who would put her first!

Bianca now knew that settling was not an option. She was a woman now. She was a bad ass woman, and she deserved nothing but the best.