Bianca’s whole body blushed as she accepted his thoughtful rose.
Is this really happening?
How can someone be so amazing to someone like..me?
All Brian could do a stare with amazement at the beautiful Bianca, who lay naked before him. He was awe struck.
She had the most beautiful skin, unkissed by the sun. Fresh. Vibrant, Youthful. Her neck was slender and sultry with a small birthmark towards her collarbone. It was not a flaw, though. It only enhanced her beauty and uniqueness. She was unique. She was special.
"Gosh, you are sexy," he reassured her even further. He needed her to understand what he saw.
The compliments are nice and all but..what if he truly doesn’t like what he sees and he is just trying to make me feel better? Olivia is stunning. How can I compare?
Bianca looked away with embarrassment. She didn’t want to be seen. She was ashamed.
I can’t look at him. It hurts too much.
She has to know just how beautiful she really is. Surely someone has told her before I had. Brian was consumed by the thought.
“Don’t be embarrassed. You have absolutely nothing to fear there!
“But your wife. She is beautiful and..”
“Let’s not talk about her. To me..you are stunning! I wouldn’t lie to you, Bianca!”
He caressed her cheek and held it in his hand.
A faint smile grew upon her lips as she felt his warmth and compassion. This put her at a bit more at ease in all her vulnerability.
“Do you trust me,” he asked softly.
Bianca nodded and gave him the go ahead. She knew she had to trust the process, to trust her emotions, and to put her trust in him that he was being honest with her. He could have been lying but she didn’t think he was capable of
Assured by her gesture, he got down on his knees and brought Bianca's legs closer toward him, spreading them apart just enough for convenient access to his mouth.
Bianca grew goose bumps all over her body.
This was the closest a man had been to facing her sweet spot. She knew there was no hiding any longer. She was opening her body up fully.
She gulped at the feel of his hands upon her inner thighs, gently caressing them.
"Now this may feel a little bit weird," he assured her. “Or it may even tickle some, but I assure you that they will be all normal reactions," he traced his fingers toward her untouched flower.
“Okay,” she bit her lip with anticipation!
Brian felt somewhat honored that she was entrusting him with this task. She was so exposed and he knew how vulnerable she must have been feeling. He ran his hands again, closer to her core.
Bianca jumped up a little. Just him running his hands up her thighs sent chills up her whole body. She had remembered having the same feeling the night at the coffee shop when he had held the door open for her and their bodies grazed each other.
She thought back to that day. He smelled wonderfully and his firm body was one she craved. It was wrong of her to do that. But she did feel that sense, just briefly.
Brian took his hands and pushed apart her delicate lady petals.
Bianca held tensed her body. She couldn’t help it. This was it. He was making official contact with her s*x box now.
She was nearly groomed. The sent of her was like no other. Taking it all in, he proceeded to run his tongue around her c******s very gently.
Bianca's whole body became even more tense from the sudden sensation of her quivering loins. She knew that it was noticeable now to him. She wasn’t sure how she should react. Although, he had told her that her sense would be valid, no matter the case, she still felt a little embarrassed.
He picked his head up from beneath her legs and looked at the beauty lying before him. He then raised his left hand to her naval to slow her breathing down.
"Try to relax if you can, Bianca," he rubbed her c**t with his right hand. It will be so much more pleasurable if you are able to do so!"
Bianca couldn't help it. She let out a moan, completely unable to speak.
“Ahhhh,” she clenched her teeth together!
She trusted the man between her legs, so she laid back, released the tension that flowed through her, and let herself experience all the pleasures that this man's mouth and fingers had to offer.
And he had a lot to offer!
Brian noticed her body begin to loosen up so he went back to working his magic with his tongue. He began to suckle on her lady parts in between the long strokes that his tongue provided her flower.
Her fresh flower, never plucked or smelled by another.
Feeling a whirl of emotions, Bianca grabbed hold of the blankets beneath her body and squeezed them through her fingertips.
Somehow this helped stabilize her as she could feel her body hit a convulsion.
Then suddenly, she felt an immediate sense of heightened ecstasy, followed by what felt like a bursting of pressure through her loins.
Oh my god! What was that?Brian didn't seem to be phased by it, she realized when his mouth and hands didn’t falter.
If anything, he increased his intensity. Brian continued on like a master of his trade.
Bianca arched her back for one final exhale as he now moved from her wetness and began kissing down her legs.
"You had your first orgasms," he said to her as he stood up from below her knees.
Bianca blushed. She grabbed a pillow and covered her red face.
Oh my god. I did! And it was..AMAZING!!!
Brian leaned into her and pulled the pillow from her fingers.
"Don't ever be embarrassed about something like this. It's completely natural for a woman, and you tasted wonderfully," he kissed her forehead again.
“I did?”
“You most certainly did!”
Bianca felt a huge sense of relief. She had officially partaken in oral s*x. Well..at least partially, anyway! That was a huge milestone for her.
Bianca then realized that she had been missing out all those years of not allowing a man to touch her. Either that... or maybe this was something special. It can't feel this good with just anyone, she was assuming. She never wanted a man to as much as she had wanted Mr. Stanton to.
The job aside, she was more connected with him than anyone she’s even come close to dating.
Brian now stood before her again. He proceeded to remove his sweater, exposing his chiseled abs.
Bianca was nervous still, but she wanted to show her desire for him to proceed, so she leaned forward, unbuttoned his jeans for him, and slid them to the floor.
He stared down upon her with a clear sense of joy. He was happy that she was coming out of her shell.
Protruding toward her, she could see that Brian had a major b***r forming. Major!
I did that, she thought to herself. He must really be sincere, and not just trying to make me feel good! He is aroused. I aroused him. Me!
Gaining more courage, she then reached toward his hips and pulled down his flannel boxers.
Bianca now found herself face to face for the first time ever with a man's p***s, and not just any p***s, what appeared to be a rather large one, she noted to herself.
Bianca blushed. She wanted to stroke it. She wanted to wrap her lips around it and return the pleasure that he had just given her, but she didn't know if she knew how. She also didn’t know if it were appropriate.
In fact, oral s*x or even foreplay at all, isn't required for conception, she remembered.
She knew that he only pleasured her so she would have a memorable first time.
So instead, she just looked up at him with her big doe eyes and asked," Brian, what would you like me to do?"
"You don't have to do anything," he ran his hands through her hair. "Today is all about you! I will do all of the work," he smiled kindly down at her.
She was adorable. She was as innocent as could be and had the scent of an angel, he logged that memory into his mind.
With Brian’s gesture, Bianca leaned back and spread apart her legs for the man as he climbed up on top of her and held his weight up with his strong forearms and legs. She could feel his steamy hot breath, which smelled of peppermint and cloves, billowing over her, as he kissed the nape of her neck ever so gently.
Brian spent extra time kissing her birth mark.
“This is your beauty mark, you know! Only the most beautiful have beautiful marks!”
The man sure did know how to seduce a woman.
She grinned from the tickle of his beard against her neck.
Brian stopped ravishing her neck and looked her straight in the eyes as he grabbed hold of his p***s with his dominant hand.
Oh s**t, Bianca gulped.
He then lined it up with her v****a, preparing for full on penetration now.
"This may hurt for a minute," he stared into her eyes still. "Don't worry, I will go slowly and gently," he promised her.
Brian pushed the tip of his shaft into her tight, nearly groomed, but very wet v****a, slowly but surely.
Bianca could feel her body tense again. However, when she noticed that he wasn't going any further, she began to release the tension that she was holding. Instead, she reached her arms around his waist and held on tightly. She was trusting her with her everything.
Brian inched his way in a little further as she let out a yelp. She couldn’t help it. She didn’t want to but it slipped.
Trying to comfort her, he reached his left arm around toward her head and begab rubbing her blonde locks for support as he made way for another push.
He saw the look on her face, showing that this one caused more pain than the last, even though she didn’t make a sound.
"One final push, Bianca, and I'll be fully inside of you. Once that happens, it will get a little better, I promise," he added!
Bianca could only provide a nod. Her mouth had frozen.
Brian gently thrusted the rest of his manhood into her p***y. As he did, Bianca dug her nails into his back sharply, as it felt like someone had just torn through her.
Technically he did, though. He had just burst open her hymen, which was why she felt the normal vaginal pain of first intercourse.
"You're doing so good," he rubbed her cheek with his thumb!"
Brian then partially pulled out his c**k and gently thrusted it back in several times, until he could see the pain release from her brow line.
Her p***y was so tight, it felt like a pair of vice grips, which made him want to come instantly. However, he knew that he couldn't just yet. He needed to provide her further pleasure before he could allow himself to finish.
He wasn’t usually one for a quick finish anyway.
But she had done something to him, he couldn’t deny.
Although her now sore privates ached, the motions of his body sent currents of electricity through it.
She didn't know how something could hurt so much but could also cause so much pleasure at the same time. It was amazing!
Brian began rocking his hips and grinding toward her body.
Bianca automatically responded by wrapping her legs around his waist and letting him invade every inch of her being.
She now wanted him to fill her completely and he did, for about 10 minutes he was able to hold off and filled her up with every long full thrust.
With her vice grips squeezing his manhood and the act of her wrapping her legs around him sent him over the edge. He knew in that moment that he had to release the pressure. So he braced himself for maximum impact and gave her all ten inches of himself with every thrust.
He tried not to push too hard, for he knew that her pelvic bone was probably quite sore still, but he wanted her to also get the full experience, as well.
As he thrusted faster, Bianca screamed his name, "Bbbbbrian," as she simultaneously clenched her privates together, which now caused both of them to climax at the same time!
Brian looked down at the little woman beneath him as he wiped a bead of sweat from his forehead.
"Are you alright, Bianca," he asked in a concerned manner? He didn’t want to have really hurt her too much, more than expected anyway.
"Yes, I think that I'm more than alright," she smiled back at him bashfully.
She then squeezed him tightly around the arms.
She appreciated so much that he had been so caring toward her. He didn't have to do that, she was well aware, but he did it nonetheless.
“Thank you, Mr. Stanton," she said as she pressed her lips into his bicep to muffle her nerves. "I know we only met a short time ago, but this was the closest thing to me being in an actual relationship for my first time. You made me feel safe, secure, and well... loved," she said shyly!
She paused. She had said too much now. He didn’t love her. She knew that. He couldn’t. It wouldn’t have been proper.
"I know you don't love me, I'm not saying that, but I appreciate the sentiment none the less!"
Brian pulled his bicep from her lips. He grabbed hold of her head with both hands and gently kissed her forehead again to show her that she wasn’t alone in this.
“You will always be safe with me," he whispered to her, as his lips were still pressed to her skin.
He then proceeded to get up very slowly, ever so carefully releasing the bear from the cave that it had invaded prior.
Bianca squinted a little from the pain. It was a lot now. More than before somehow.
Once he was fully unlocked from her swollen p***y she could see that there were a few drops of blood on the blanket that was below them.
She began to feel embarrassed again. Her face got red and her mind shifted into different directions.
I need to fix this. Would he be mad? Would Olivia be mad. Was it normal to have such an after effect? I don’t know.
He’s staring now!I brought attention to it! I shouldn’t have done that! She began to panic.
“I'm sorry, Mr. Stanton, Bianca hurried to grab the blanket from the daybed to clean it.
Look at her. She doesn’t understand that this is okay. It’s normal. She’s so innocent.
He grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her toward him.
What is this? She wondered curiously. Is he going to kiss me? Is he going to hit me? I just don’t know!
The two locked eyes for a brief moment before he took the blanket from her soft hands.
"Stop apologizing, Bianca. You did nothing wrong," he brought her wrist to his lips and kissed it gently.
"Let me take care of the blanket. You go get an ice pack, some ibuprofen, and rest up. I'll add the herbs to the sauce and stir it for you," he said casually.
Bianca let out the breath that she had found herself holding.
Blanket in hand, Brian made his way to the laundry room. As he stared at the stain before him, he dazed off for a moment. He remembered his first time with Beth. They were so in love. He was on such a high that day. He had officially lost his virginity to the most amazing woman.
Brian envisioned the two of them lying in the sleeping bag together during their camping trip. After the two made love, he just sat and stared at her for a long time.
“Was it okay,” inexperienced Beth asked self consciously?
Brian couldn’t believe she’d ask that. Although, he didn’t have anything to compare it to, to him it felt amazing!
Brian took her in his arms and kissed her forehead softly. “You were amazing. You are amazing,” he whispered.
“Buzzzzzzz!!!”
Brian jolted back to reality as he heard the dryer buzzer sound.
He hadn’t thought about that moment in a long time. It was so special to him..to them! He hadn’t thought of that since then, not even when he first made love to Olivia.
Brian dropped the blanket that he was holding into the washer now filled with cold water.
He had not felt this special of a moment that he just had with Bianca since the first time he had been with Beth.
What does that mean? Are my feelings growing further than I had anticipated, he wondered?
He needed to put that out of his head. He shouldn’t be looking at her like that..like his woman!!
He needed to look at her like a woman, yes. She was certainly not his woman.
He had Olivia. He loved Olivia. She was his wife and his future. He should be content with their relationship..but somehow, he was desiring more now.
It wasn’t just the s*x either..it was the connection that he and Bianca shared. It was undeniable. Connections like that don’t come around often.
But connection or not, they didn’t have a future that put them together. They were bound to go separate ways eventually. Would he be able to handle that? Would this connection take over less strong connections?
Everything seemed so blurry now. Nothing was black and white. Why did it have to be this complicated?