Purchasing My Husband's Mistress

Chapter Eight: If At First You Fail, Try again

Bianca stood in disbelief. This man truly was selfless. He was doing this whole crazy ordeal to please his wife, and he wanted to put her feelings ahead of his, even though the whole thing made him uncomfortable.

She looked at him now and realized that she had been awestruck of this man. He continued to amaze her.

"Honestly, Mr. Stanton, I wouldn't want you to do anything that you weren't comfortable with," she put her hand on his knee to assure him of this.

She then took it away quickly and looked away realizing that it probably wasn’t appropriate.

She now blushed a little.

Brian blushed as well. She was cute. Innocent and cute. She had been inexperienced in the mysteries of what men could offer her.

The two didn’t say anything again for a moment, but instead engulfed the silence of the unspoken.

Although, what really was appropriate in this scenario? Are two people talking about having s*x with one another when one is married appropriate? Was it appropriate if the wife approved and even more so, set it up? Was it appropriate to lose your virginity to a married man? Was it appropriate for a married man to take another woman’s virginity? Was it appropriate that they feel like they’ve know each other for so much longer than they truly have? Was it appropriate that they secretly found the other sexually attractive? And was it appropriate that the s****l attraction between them was undeniable?

There were so many questions in that scenario to contemplate. But honestly, does any of it really matter at all? This was a business agreement, and one with great perks on both ends, no less.

But..they would soon learn that those great perks also have great consequences associated with them. Nothing is easy. Even s*x, that wasn’t always easy. Sure it’s instant pleasure but there would be no going back to the way things had been prior.

Brian spoke first. You could cut the silence with a knife like an iron chef dicing a raw vegetable from the freshest garden.

"Are you..alright, Bianca,” he tried to probe her sincerely, realizing that her touch towards him had now made herself uncomfortable.

Maybe she thought it made him feel uncomfortable. Maybe she regretted it. He didn’t want that. He didn’t want that at all.

He stared at her, her head now turned away from his. He wanted to grab her and hold her and let her know just how much he understood the conflict within her.

But he didn’t. Instead he waited for her. He was patient with her.

She turned back and looked at him, now nervously.

He could tell that she was ready to get whatever was running through her beautiful mind off her chest.

I want her to open up with me. I want her to trust me. She can. I won’t hurt her..physically or emotionally. She was special!

"I Suppose I did always dream that the person that I was with the first time would respect me, make me feel loved, and would be patient with me," she admitted. "I don't need much more than that!"

Bianca loved love. To her, that was something she aspired to have. She had never been in love. The right person just hadn’t come her way. She did want to have it with an intimate partner, but she realized she would be sacrificing that for this role. She could sacrifice that for someone to have a family because of her.

"Well, Bianca, you should know that I respect you," Brian made it known. "That is one thing I can assure you of," he smiled at her. “You are so mature and caring. You should be treated accordingly by anyone that you grace with your presence. And I will be patient. Even though I am now your employer, I won’t rush you. That is more important to me right now now. I just want you to be comfortable with me and ready to proceed, how ever that may be.

Bianca smiled back. She did sense that from him. Brian had always been a gentleman, thus far. He was..the perfect gentleman.

God, he is gorgeous. So gorgeous. I could melt in his arms if I let myself!

She stared intently into his eyes.

He stared backed not budging a glimpse.

“I may not know you well, but from the little time we spent together, I know that you are an amazingly bright and caring individual, who puts everyone before you. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be seduced, just as if someone were courting you.”

Bianca blushed at his words. She could feel her palms begin to sweat at the thought of being seduced. She so wanted that. She didn’t want to have to be the driver into the unknown. She wasn’t sure she even could. This was so very new to her. All of it. She didn’t know where to start.

“I will not take that away from you, Bianca. It’s the least that I can do.”

“But what will Olivia think,” she couldn’t help but to ask? However, she then instantly regretted asking.

Bianca watched as his hand trembled a little as he leaned in toward her neck and pushed her dirty blonde hair away from it. He wanted a good look at her face. He didn’t want to catch her off guard with what he was preparing to do.

Staring at her, he whispered, “This whole thing was my wife’s idea, so she will have to understand the importance of this piece, for both of us.”

Bianca could feel her who body quiver under his touch.

“We are not robots. We are humans. We have emotions and feelings and needs. I know what you need. You need to feel special. You need a connection. I need a connection.”

He paused.

“You are special, Bianca. I couldn’t do this with just anyone, I assure you,” he whispered in her ear.

With her warm smile upon her rosy lips, he then leaned into her and began to kiss her neck softly and seductively.

This first glimpse of his breath upon her neck stunned her. It also sent a wave of heat to her loins at the same time like a mid life hot flash that only attacked her lady bits.

As he kissed upon her neck, Brian knew that he had wanted her first time to be sporadic, sensual, and be able to put her in the mood. He wanted to make her orgasm over and over like a ripe fruit being squeezed.

Hell..She deserved that much for waiting this long, and for what she was doing for his family.

“Could I do it though,” he questioned himself as he pulled her into him a little closer?

He wasn’t quite sure he had the nerve to. It felt so much like cheating on his wife. Bianca smelled so good, though. That helped a little and lord knows she was drop dead gorgeous, which also helped.

Bianca dropped her duster that she was holding tightly. She didn't expect the man to seduce her right then and there, but she had to admit that his touch felt amazing!

“Mr. Stanton,” Bianca whispered and whimpered at the same time.

“Yes” he whispered back.

“Please stop," she said abruptly!

"What is it? Are you okay," he asked uneasily and taken aback from her objection.

Brian respectfully pulled away and Bianca looked at him with embarrassment across her face. She couldn’t believe she had told him to stop. She hoped he would not be mad or feel rejected. She wasn’t rejecting him.

“s**t. I’ve gone too far. I’ve pushed her past her comfort zone and it’s only day one. Olivia will be so mad if she leaves,” he thought to himself.

“I'm just... I’m.. not ready yet," she admitted!

“It's okay, Bianca. I'll be patient with you if you are patient with me,” he pulled away further but rubbed her hand for support. “I’m new to this too, remember ”

"No. You just don't understand," she tried to explain!”

“Then tell me. You can trust me. I can’t take the criticism. Did it not feel good?”

“No. It did. It's just...I wasn't prepared for being with a man today," she slowly pointed to her lady parts.

Brian immediately knew what she meant.

"I want to be wearing just the right thing for my first time. My sensible panties wouldn't be what I'd want to be known for," she looked at him in all seriousness.

Brian couldn’t help but chuckle . "You're cute, Bianca," he stated! He then leaned in and kissed her hand.

She was too, beautiful, and cute. She had natural beauty with a cute innocence to her. Up until this moment, the cuteness and innocence was what he had felt towards her.

However, now, in this moment, he realized that he looked at her like a teenage girl rather than a woman who was only a few years younger than himself. He knew that his thought process would need to change drastically if this was going to work. He couldn’t very well seeing himself have s*x with a teenager. That was wrong. And she wasn’t one. Not even close. So he needed to stop thinking of her as one just because she wasn’t a virgin. She was still a woman. A full blown woman with the body and the mind to prove it.

Brian stood up from the couch.

“Okay, Bianca, you prepare those items going forward, and I-“” I’m going to get back to work," he winked at her!

"Thanks, Mr. Stanton...for understanding and being patient," she jumped up quickly, hugged him for a split second, and then left his office relieved that she had been dismissed from her almost first encounter with her sensible panties. No longer would she be caught with them. Today, they will go into the trash. Going forward, it was sexy that she would be sporting. Bianca was fully prepared to turn in her comfortable briefs for a more, barely there effect.

Her gesture shocked him. Brian sat at his office desk, looked out towards the guest house where she had retreated to excitedly, and replayed the recent events for a minute.

“Make her feel loved...that was the last item on her dream list, Brian thought. How on Earth was I going to do this,” he wondered?

He didn't love her, nor would he tell her that just for the fantasy. Plus, she wouldn't want him to, he knew. If he was disingenuous, she would know. She could read his emotions.

He couldn't kiss her lips either. That was too personal, he felt. Boy, did he have his work cut out for him!

..........

After a rather quiet dinner and breakfast served by Bianca, it now the next afternoon. Bianca was in the Main House kitchen doing some meal prepping for dinner now.

The smell of fresh herbs filled the entire room as she chopped the fresh Basil and thyme with the shiny, expensive cutlery that the Stanton’s had received for a wedding gift! Bianca truly enjoyed cooking at the Stanton’s. She had every gadget imaginable at her fingertips, which was a dream.

As the seeing sent of fresh herbs called Brian’s name, he stood in the doorway and watched the little woman hard at work. She hadn’t even noticed his arrival.

Brian tiptoed up to her.

Suddenly, from behind, Bianca felt the strong hands of the man reaching around her waist and pulling her close to him from behind.

She was so startled that she could very well have cut her finger off with the knife in her hand!

Thankfully, she placed the knife on the countertop safely. She then willingly allowed the man to grope her entire body.

"What are you preparing us for dinner tonight," he leaned down to her height and whispered in her ear?

Brian realized that he was breathing extra heavy at the thought of being intimate with another woman. He had mentally been trying to prepare himself. So, he put his nerves in check and did what he could to woo her the way she should be wooed.

"I'm making pasta, Mr. Stanton," Bianca explained in a low tone, as he began to now rub his hands over her stomach. "What about Mrs. Stanton," she asked?

"Shhhhhh," he whispered again, as if they had a reason to whisper. "One rule that we should have going forward is that we don't mention my wife during these times," he began nibble to on her ear gently.

This caused Bianca to moan.

"But if you must know, she has back to back clients this afternoon. I will always check her schedule before coming to you," he assured her!

Bianca nervously let out a slight laugh. She appreciated that he was monitoring his wife's whereabouts. The last thing she wanted was for them to be seen together. Although, Olivia was fully aware and on board with their indiscretions, somehow she would still be mortified if Olivia actually witnessed them in the act.

Sensing her uneasiness, Brian whispered again in her ear. "Just relax. I promise not to hurt you or do anything you don't want me to do," he said in his huskiest voice.

“Okay,” she trembled.

"Do you trust me," he asked?

"Yes," she automatically responded, because, for some reason, she just did!

Although they had only spent mere hours together, she felt like she had known him for years. She trusted him... completely,

Brian began to roam his fingers under her shirt and up to her bosom. Although Bianca was similar in height and weight to his wife, her curves greatly surpassed what he was used to working with. Bianca was popping in the right places that made men only dream of.

Brian gently used his thumbs and index fingers to arouse her n*****s, which instantly began to take form and perk into full stance. He then nibbled further on her ear. The scent of her hair was engulfing his senses in the best way. Now, making his way down her neck, he caused louder moans than before from the beauty who was melting into him.

Brian released her breasts and turned her around swiftly to face him. He noticed that she had willfully given into his every command.

She stared down, not knowing what she should say or do. So she just followed his lead and did as he requested.

He looked down upon Bianca's beautiful blue eyes in the hope that she would bring her gaze up to meet his. Instead, though, her nerves and insecurities got the better of her, and she hung her head down. So, Brian gently raised her chin to face up at him.

“Does it pain you to look me in the eye," he asked sadly.

"No, never," she honestly admitted. "I'm just not sure you'll be able to be satisfied with me, sexually that is! I don’t know what I’m doing!”

Brian scowled at her words. He couldn’t believe that was what she was feeling.

“What if I do something wrong, or I don't do something at all, and you aren't able to...well...you know... ejaculate?"

Brian brushed a strand of hair from her eyes that had changed course.

"Trust me, Bianca. Just looking at you right here in front of me, I am 100 percent confident that will not be an issue," he leaned down and kissed her forehead.

Bianca breathed a heavy sigh. His kiss felt so nice. She felt so protected.

Brian reached down and around as he scooped his hands around her legs, holding on to her plump bottom with his fingers.

She was finally forced to look him in the eyes now that they were face to face and at the same height.

She gave him a soft smile, which reassured him that he could proceed with his plans.

Brian carried her out to the glassed in porch off the back of the house. It was warm and cozy out there with the sun shining through. The sky was crystal clear in the distance. There, he gently laid Bianca down on the wooden daybed.

“Take down your clothes," he addressed her!

Bianca sat up looked away shyly, complied, and slid down her white linen pants and white coastal striped top.

Sitting there, she was now perched up on two large pillows, and uneasily stared at Brian, knowing that he was staring back at her half-naked body.

Brian felt for Bianca's insecurities. Although she had no reason to have them; she was beautiful in his eyes. She was beautiful in anyone’s eyes. No one could deny that. Bianca was beautiful.

"Is it okay if I take them all off," he asked kindly? "I promise to make it worth your while," he gave a sexy smile.

"Yes, Mr. Stanton," she replied bashfully. His smile alone could melt away any form of clothing that she had left.

"Bianca, when we are being intimate, please at least call me Brian," he added as he reached around her body and unbuttoned her bra.

His face was now quite close to hers.

He had to admit, he felt the desire to kiss her in that moment, but he knew better than to do so. Instead, he brought his lips down her neck and to her breasts, where he began to suckle on her stiffened peaks.

Bianca let out a moan of pleasure from the new sensation. She had never experienced such delight. She found herself gaining goosebumps down her whole body and moistness in her panties, as she gripped hold of his hair with her fingertips.

This please Brian! He knew she was in the moment and less in her head. So, he leaned back up and slid down her sexy, silky thong underwear, which barely covered her sweet spot.

Carelessly, he tossed them over his shoulder and looked at Bianca with a smile.

Bianca chuckled at the gesture. He had a silly side to him that she had come to admire.

She was now fully exposed to him and Brian took a moment to take in the view. He himself was amazed at how things had lined up before him.

With the ocean in the backdrop all around them, he realized that the scene in front of him could very well have been the most beautiful sight he had ever witnessed.

This was not a girl before him, this was a woman. A woman in her prime. He no longer looked at her as that little girl the way he had initially. They had moved past that.

There was no going back for him. Forevermore, he would think of her differently.

Looking at the gorgeous creature was nothing more than toying with him. With what he initially thought would be a challenge for him emotionally and even physically, wasn’t proving to be the case after all. He felt comfortable with her. It felt effortless. Their chemistry was..undeniable!

Brian began to look at her as the mother of his children, as a woman who was nothing more than selfless. To trust him as she had, and to want to give him the ultimate gift of a family, he would never be able to repay her for that gift. She was their angel. . . his angel. . .sent there for a reason.

Bianca’s had aroused Brian in a way that he hadn’t expected. He felt his member harden.

He also felt so much more for her than he had anticipated. He felt protective over her, her body, her womb, and her feelings. Brian wanted to do right by her and he would do everything in his power to make this day magical for her.

Brian stood up and walked over to the side table that housed a beautiful arrangement of flowers. Olivia always had the house filled with flowers. She loved them. They were beautiful, just like Bianca.

He grabbed a single white rose from the arrangement and handed it to Bianca.

She stared back at Brian in amazement. Bianca was astounded at his chivalry and appreciatively accepted the gift.

They touched babes briefly when the exchange was made.

She was soft was the legal son the flowers. Her skin was as silky. She smelled as lovely. She was a flowers in her own right.

“Bianca, thank you for being you. You have no idea how grateful I am that it was you to come into our lives. You truly are so special. Any man would be lucky to have you!”

Who was this man? He’s amazing! My heart just skipped a beat for the first time in my life, Bianca stared at Brian.