01: The Beginning
I awakened to a searing headache, my senses overwhelmed by the dizzying sensation of the world spiraling around me. The warmth of the sun cascaded over my face, its brilliance piercing through my closed eyelids. As I hesitantly opened my eyes, the blinding radiance of the sunlight nearly robbed me of sight. Fragments of memory surfaced-a vivid recollection of an accident-but no matter how hard I searched, my own name remained frustratingly out of reach.
I was in a room where i can't seem to recognize. Who am i..? What's wrong with me? Why can't i remember anything?
"W-where is this.. place?"
An elderly man stepped into the room, carrying a bowl of water and a dampened towel. His sudden entrance took me by surprise, as he appeared unannounced and without warning.
His eyebrows arched and knitted together in astonishment as he exclaimed, 'R-Rhodes is awake!' His voice echoed with urgency as he called out beyond the door, ensuring everyone could hear the news.
"Are you okay?!" he asked, his forehead creased with worry and a subtle frown tugging at the corners of his mouth as his eyes searched mine for reassurance.
I stared at him, tilting my head slightly in confusion, one eyebrow arched. "W-Who are you? And... where is this place?" My voice rose involuntarily.
He stood there, staring at me, slowly shaking his head in disbelief.
Guilt pricked at my chest. Gosh, I shouldn't have shouted... but that wasn't even the point.
His voice trembled as he finally spoke, "Do you really not remember me?" His wide eyes reflected shock, and his lips quivered as he tried to keep his composure.
"I-It's me, your Dad... Oh Lord!" His voice broke, and tears began streaming down his face. "How could my only daughter forget her own father?"
His words struck me like lightning. He clutched my hands tightly, his grip trembling, tears spilling from his closed eyes. I could feel the raw emotion in his shaking hands.
I didn't know what to say, and all I could do was stare at him, worried and helpless, as his pain unfolded before me.
He is my dad..?
The thought barely had time to settle in before a sharp, agonizing pain shot through my head, as if my brain were being pulled apart from within. My vision blurred, and the pressure built so quickly that, before I could even grasp the situation, I lost consciousness.
...
Hours later, I slowly regained awareness, my head pounding like it was being split in two. My vision remained unclear for a moment, but when it finally cleared, I saw him again-my father, still holding my hands gently, his eyes flickering with a mix of relief and fear.
He was fighting to stay awake, but when he noticed I had opened my eyes, his face brightened, as if a weight had been lifted.
"Can you remember me now? D-Dad was so scared thinking you wouldn't remember me when you woke up..." His voice trembled, and I could see his eyes welling with tears. The sight of that pain-of his vulnerability-made my heart ache. I didn't know what to do, so I gave him a false reassurance.
"Of course, I do... but I can't remember anything else..." I lied, though deep down I felt a strange pull, a sense of attachment to him, something beyond the haze of my memory. It was as though before the accident, I had cared deeply for him.
He hugged me tightly, his body trembling with relief, as if the fear of losing his daughter had nearly broken him.
Just then, the door slammed open with force, and a young woman rushed in.
"Ms. Rhodes!" she called out, her voice frantic.
She dashed toward me, her eyes brimming with tears as she sat by my side.
"I was so worried sick! I thought you wouldn't wake up!"
I looked over at my father.
"Who is she?" I asked, genuinely confused.
"She's Lara, your maidservant... but you've always considered her like a sister."
Lara nodded, a faint smile on her face, though her eyes were still wet.
"I heard you can't remember anything before the accident... Is that true?" Lara asked, and I hesitated, unsure of what to say.
"Sadly, I... I can't. I've been trying to remember, but there are missing pieces and things I can't put together."
I couldn't help but wonder.. How did I even get into an accident?
Lara's eyes narrowed, concern lining her features. "You shouldn't stress yourself trying to remember everything all at once. You need rest, not more worry."
Her kindness calmed me, and I couldn't help but feel comforted by her presence.
...
The Day After the Accident
I ventured outside for some fresh air, my mind still clouded with confusion. As I approached the gate, I heard a man's voice, raised in frustration. It sounded like an argument was taking place. Curiosity drew me closer.
A boy was standing, his arm gripped gently by a man, who was scolding him. The boy, covered in dirt with a scraped knee, pleaded, "I'm sorry! Please, my sister hasn't eaten in days! I had no choice!"
The man's voice was calm but firm. "And you think stealing someone's food is acceptable? What if someone did that to you? Would you be okay with it?"
His face was filled with concern, but there was also frustration in his expression. His calm demeanor contrasted with the boy's desperation. What a kind gentleman he is, I thought.
I was about to turn away when something inside me urged me to speak.
"I don't think that's the right way to scold him."
The man looked up at me, his confusion evident in the way his head tilted.
"Well, I must say," I continued, "you should let go of the boy's arm. You're frightening him." I said this with a calm smile, trying to appear unflappable.
His lips twitched, and then a small smirk formed on one side of his face.
Did he just smirk?
"Why does it feel like I'm the one in the wrong here?" he said, his voice filled with a certain playfulness. "For your information, this kid stole a loaf of bread." He looked at me with a raised chin, a smirk still lingering.
I felt his gaze intensify as he slowly walked toward me. Our eyes locked. He was so close, so close that I could feel the heat radiating off him. In an instant, the air around us felt thick with tension. I stepped back, trying to regain some distance, but he only tilted his head, looking down at me.
I cleared my throat to break the tension. "E-excuse me? There must be some misunderstanding. I wasn't trying to be rude, I just wanted you to let go of the boy's arm." I stood my ground, still meeting his gaze despite my irritation.
The man's smirk faded slightly, and his eyes softened as he looked at me, his posture relaxing. He took a step back, though his gaze never left mine.
"You have a way with words," he said quietly, his tone no longer as harsh.
"Most people would just stay silent or side with the person in authority. But you..." His voice trailed off, and for a moment, he studied me, as if weighing something in his mind. "You don't seem afraid to speak up, even when it's not easy."
I straightened, keeping my calm demeanor, though I couldn't help but feel a little flustered by his attention. "I believe everyone deserves to be heard. Even if they've made mistakes."
His eyes flickered with surprise, then something else-something warmer. A hint of admiration? "That's rare, I think. Most people see things in black and white, but you..." He paused.
I shifted slightly, unsure of what to say next. "I'm not saying the boy was right. But I don't think scaring him is going to solve anything. He needs help, not punishment."
The man studied me with a mixture of curiosity and respect. "You have a mind for kindness," he said softly. "I think I could learn a thing or two from you."
I blinked, surprised by his words. "I'm just saying what I think."
He smiled, a genuine smile this time. He took another step back, but his eyes lingered on me for a moment longer, as if reluctant to leave. "I'll remember that."
The boy, now freed, hesitated for a moment before he gave me a grateful nod and ran off. The man watched him go, then turned back to me, his expression more thoughtful.
His voice was softer now, as if the earlier tension had faded away. "Thank you.. for reminding me of my my actions"
"It's nothing, really." I said with a straight face.
He gave me a final, lingering look, then turned and walked away, but not before casting one last glance over his shoulder. "Take care," he said, his voice carrying a softness that lingered in the air.
And as I stood there, the echo of his words seemed to linger in my mind. Take care... what a curious thing to say.