Jo and her familar

I'm a 41 year old female who is a werewolf I think. I'm not totally sure what I am as when I was 5 the moon goddess came and sealed my familiar away forever. I can still talk to her but she will never be able to grow or find our fated. Hi my name is Jo and this is my story. When I was born into the Woodland pack my family was happy. I was the second child for my parents and they loved me dearly. I was strong and could not be controlled like other girls my age but I still lived for my parents and cousins. I did everything I could to be a good daughter, but I always seemed like I was different from the rest. Then when I was 5 the moon goddess came and told me that I would never have my familiar. I know that my familiar was black on my side and the other side was as white as snow. The moon goddess told me that I would never find my fated mate. I had many cousins, but our pack wasn't like most packs. We didn't have any Alphas or Betas in our pack as we lived mostly secluded lives and did not bother anyone. The people who loved in our pack ( the human ones) did not know we existed. My family lived on a road that had some traffic but not to much were a child couldn't walk to the nearest school and your parents didn't have to worry about it. When I was 6 I sat in my room and talked to my familiar amd asked as many question as to why she couldn't come out and play. All she would say is ONE DAY I WILL BREAK FREE!.I vaguely remember playing with her in my back yard but I don't remember what type of familar she is. I don't know if she's a wolf, dragon, fairy or some other creature but I know that I love her all the same. When I was 10 my familar would tell me to watch out and be careful and as a 10 year old I never really listened to anyone but her. She seemed to look out for me and I couldn't ask for anyone better.