I remember , one of the most traumatizing moments in my life, one which I had somehow managed to overcome and lock away, right now though, it was clear, so very clear. It was so vivid, I could feel it, the cold, the feeling of being submerged in the dark depths of the ocean, the wetness, I could feel it all around me, the feeling of water trying to pry it's way into the entirety of my being, the feeling of being unable to grasp a thing even if I tried, the feeling of being unable to breath. I felt it, the emptiness, the deafening silence, the slowing beats of my heart, I felt it all, I felt the devastation of drowning all alone. My memories began flashing back and I recalled a little girl of five playing on a beach in Forks, somehow she had gotten herself separated from everyone else an

