Crystal blue: fight for Avrolon

Do you believe in the realms of the supernatural???? Do you believe in mythical beings????? Do you believe in magic???? Once I had scoffed and dwelled in ignorance like you do now,but now I only wished I had believed sooner,there're worlds other than ours,and there is evil out there........and it calls out to me. ~~ Once upon a final year in highschool, things couldn't get any better as crystal rocks her last year in highschool, everything seems great until she clicks sixteen and is of age to sit on the throne on which she belongs, A throne of light and purity and that od blood and darkness, with her darkside calling to her she finds herself caught between maintaining what humanity she had left, the purity of being a Serile and the darkness of a demon, each part fights to claim dominance, and that which is good begins to fade away slowly. "Maybe I'm cursed to stick with the pauses......... the stops and the halts, and the always lingering voices. The ones in my head, the ones i forsook in the name of age, The ones i still wouldnt ponder upon even if i was a sage......... Where the words came from, i'd never know. maybe from somewhere, perhaps the black hole....... I didnt choose to walk this path,not alone. it would hurt less if we were connected, by skin, flesh or by bone. i didnt choose the lonely path of a loner on which i walk............. i did my best ,smiled and waved, spoke when i could barely talk. perhaps the nothingness shall consume me, tear me apart.......... and the emptiness shall drain me, rip out my heart. I've never been one to write poems of the soul, perhaps that's why my life never felt whole..... never felt as though it resulted to much........... all i knew was emptiness , blank spaces and others as such. you read the words of an armature willing to grow....... but with every try i receive a blow. the world is cold, almost like snow........... i tried to choose warmth and make it flow, but no, my opinions alongside others never did go. i'm no hero but i tried to be more, more than myself and more than the shore.............. i sort to be the waves, the tide and the winds. i sort to levitate, to fly, i sort to reach the sky with a pair of wings.............................."