Weight of Duty
From the moment I drew my first breath in the gilded halls of Eldoria Palace, the lesson had been etched into my soul like the royal crest upon every banner: _A princess should fear rogues._
Tutors with stern faces and voices like cracking whips repeated it during endless history lessons. They painted vivid pictures of lawless Alphas, wild men who lived beyond the kingdom’s borders, unbound by treaties or decorum, driven by primal instincts that made them more beast than man. My father’s guards, broad-shouldered veterans of border skirmishes, would share hushed warnings in the training yards: “One glimpse of those golden eyes, and they’ll drag you into the shadows, never to be seen again as the princess you are.”
Prince Eldric, my royal fiancé, echoed those sentiments with a refined sneer during our formal courtship dinners. “Filthy curs,” he called them, swirling wine in a crystal goblet while his cold fingers occasionally brushed mine in what passed for affection. Our betrothal was a masterpiece of political necessity, uniting Eldoria with the neighboring realm of Thalor against rising threats from the northern wilds. Eldric was everything a princess should desire: tall, elegantly handsome with sharp cheekbones and impeccable manners, heir to vast lands and armies. His touches were polite, his kisses chaste and fleeting, like a duty performed rather than a passion ignited.
His gifts were flawless. Sapphires that matched my eyes. Poems commissioned from the court bard. A bridal gown woven with threads of moonlight and duty, each fitting feeling less like preparation and more like the forging of chains. The ceremony was set for mere weeks away. A noose of silk and gold, tightening with every passing dawn.
Yet in the quiet hours of the night, when the palace slept under its heavy velvet drapes and crystal chandeliers, I burned.
Dreams haunted me of four rogue Alphas I had glimpsed months ago during a border procession. Kael. Thorne. Ronan. And Dax. Their names I had learned in whispers from a sympathetic maid who had once lived near the wilds. They were legends among the outcasts, powerful Alphas who had rejected the pack hierarchies of civilized society, forging their own code in the untamed forests and ruined keeps.
Kael, the leader, with eyes like molten gold and a scar that split his brow. They said he’d killed a king with his bare hands. Thorne, silent as death, who could track a heartbeat through a storm. Ronan, the one they called dead-eyed, who sang to the graves of men he’d slain. And Dax, the arrogant one, who crowned himself king of nothing and dared the world to challenge him.
I should have been terrified. I was a princess. I was betrothed. I was supposed to fear them.
I craved them.
The hunger wasn’t new. It had been there since I was sixteen, reading forbidden texts about the Wild Hunts and the Alpha Wars. But it became a wildfire the day our procession passed the border mist. The guards had been tense, hands on sword hilts. Then the fog parted, and they were there. Four of them. Watching from the treeline like wolves studying a lone fawn.
They didn’t bow. They didn’t flee. They looked at me.
Not as a princess. Not as a political pawn. Not as a prize to ransom.
Kael’s gaze had locked onto mine across fifty yards of fog and fear, and for one blinding second, the world went silent. He saw _me_. The girl beneath the crown. The fire beneath the silk. And his eyes promised ruin.
Eldric’s gifts left me hollow. I didn’t want sapphires. I wanted scars. I didn’t want chaste kisses. I wanted teeth. I craved roughness, possession, the kind of fire that consumed rather than politely warmed. I wanted to be claimed, not courted. Taken, not given.
Tonight, I had made my choice.
Slipping from my chambers in a simple dark cloak that concealed my royal silks, I navigated the secret passages my childhood explorations had uncovered. The stone was cold beneath my slippered feet, the air thick with dust and centuries of secrets. My heart hammered against my ribs, a war drum of terror and exhilaration.
The forest swallowed the sounds of Eldoria behind me. Every snapping twig was a guard’s boot. Every owl’s cry was Eldric calling my name, his voice sharp with betrayal. The stolen stable horse beneath me was wild-eyed and trembling, as if it too knew we rode toward monsters.
But deeper, beneath the terror, was a pull.
Like a thread tied to my ribs, yanking me north. Toward the old border keep. Toward golden eyes I’d seen only once. Toward the monster of the north who’d looked at me and didn’t see a princess. He saw prey.
And gods help me, I wanted to be caught.
What if I was caught by the palace guard instead? What if Eldric found me first? What if the rogues proved as dangerous as the tales warned, and I was nothing but a royal fool walking to her death?
The ache was louder than the fear. A longing that had built for months since that charged moment in the fog. It was a physical pain now, a hollow throb beneath my breastbone that only one thing could fill.
The ruins emerged from the mist like ancient bones. Crumbling stone walls draped in ivy, a once-mighty fortress now reclaimed by nature and shadow. This was the place. The border keep where outlaws were said to gather. Where laws ended and legend began.
I tethered the horse with shaking hands and stepped inside, the echo of my footsteps swallowed by the vast, broken chamber. Moonlight pierced through cracks in the ceiling, illuminating dust motes that danced like forbidden promises. The air smelled of damp stone, old blood, and wild pine. It smelled like freedom.
I was no longer the sheltered princess. No longer Eldric’s perfect royal cage.
Tonight, I would embrace the fire I had been denied.
Even if it burned me alive.
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