
She was handling it so well that her pillow started asking her,“Have you become that strong that you don’t even need me anymore?”He was a boy who never treated anyone right, and she was a girl who was never loved by her own people. Because it was written in their fate, they met. They met and suffered together. They faced everything. Both of them quietly talked about the world—how cruel it was towards them and their love. She thought that when we love someone, it should be sensible in the eyes of the world, and he thought that if we love someone, the thinking of the world doesn’t matter. Their thoughts were totally different from each other, but after feeling all this, they stayed.Everything was going well—that usually happens in a relationship—but God had other plans for them. They had a bond which was not meant for this generation. They fought, they argued, they misunderstood, and still they stayed. He was rude to others and had a harsh personality, but for her, he was a fictional, soft-spoken man who never raised his voice, even in anger. She was a girl who had lots of past traumas which were not healed yet, but after him, she realised the value of herself. The panic attacks converted into butterflies. As soon as they came together, all things started going well.One day, when she was sitting at the balcony reading a romantic novel and remembering him in her mind, she looked at the full moon. Suddenly, her phone rang. She picked up the call, and the person said, “He is no more.” She asked, “Who?” The person took his name, and her heart stopped beating. Her hands were shivering. She was paralysed for a second. She heard the background sounds coming from the phone—the sound of cars and an ambulance. One more bell rang, but this time it was the doorbell. She woke up and realised it was just a dream.“Heh,” she said softly.She opened the door, saw him, and hugged him tightly. His eyes were filled with tears. He grabbed her waist and slowly started kissing her lips. They smoothed into each other. After that, she asked, “What happened? Why are you crying?” He said nothing and asked her, “Treat me. I spent one day with you.” She said affectionately, “Yes,” teasing him. After that, they started making breakfast. She cut the strawberries for him and fed him. They were staring at each other and started kissing again. They cuddled, and after some time, she had a thought of telling him the dream she had yesterday night. She was just going to tell him when he put his finger on her lips and said, “I know. I will never leave you. Even after my death, I will come as a reflection and will spend time with you. But I can’t change the plans of God. I promised you that I will love you till my last breath, and I have fulfilled my promise. Now it’s your turn. Promise me that after me, you will never feel alone and never stop living your life.”She was totally confused, and with a little smile, she said, “Yes, I will fulfil it. But why are you saying all these things now?” she asked. He said nothing, gave her a forehead kiss, and said, “Goodbye, my love.” She was silent, and he left her house. She was just sitting on the bed in silence, thinking about him all night. She fell asleep, and when the phone rang, she woke up and picked the call. The person on the call said, “He is no more.” She suddenly got a sharp chest pain and called him, but someone else picked his phone and said, “He is no more.” He died a day before yesterday night in a car accident.Suddenly, she remembered all the talks and the dream she had that night. She realised that the person she spent time with yesterday was actually his soul and not him. Her heart broke into pieces. She started crying loudly. She went there to see him. She found out that he is now in the grave (qabr). She went there and said, “You were my everything—the reason I healed, the reason I live for myself. And now you left me? Why?” she asked with tears in her eyes.“You fulfilled your promise, and now it’s my turn,” she said. “As you said, I will never stop living after you, but now without you, I will remain alive as a corpse (zinda laash). Without you, my life will become hell again. How can I survive without you?” With a tear in her eye and a smile on her face, she meekly said, “You may die for the world, but for me, you will always remain alive in my heart. Wherever you are now—in heaven—take care of yourself.”The day she lost him, she lost the ability to love someone else. With his thoughts, she started writing poetry on him and lived forever with his thoughts only .... His name was spoken in the past tense now, reduced to files, statements, and silence. The chair where he should have remained empty, untouched, as if even the room understood that some absences could never be filled. The judge’s voice was steady while delivering the final words, but they carried no victory. Fate had brought them together for a reason, but it had never promised permanence.She chose herself nowTHE END— Shreya ✨

