Intersex

Chapter 8.

I felt cosy warm and incredibly comfortable. In fact, I had never been this comfortable before. Was this what sleeping was like? How had I forgotten this feeling? My entire body was perfectly toasty warm and my head was still resting on the pillow. I remembered dreaming, but I didn't remember what I dreamed about. It was honestly disappointing since I never really got to dream.

As I noticed that I couldn't fall back asleep I slowly sat up on the couch and stretched. A blanket fell to the floor as I did and a chilly feeling crept up my legs and arms. The clock on the living room wall showed that it was already 9 pm.

"So you're finally up?" Brian chuckled. I turned my head in the direction of his voice and saw him reading a book in the large armchair next to the couch. He had a large cup of hot chocolate by his side and he was wearing a t-shirt and a pair of old sweatpants which told me that he was ready to go to bed.

"Hey..." I yawned and rubbed my groggy eyes.

"How are you feeling?" He asked. Brian put his book down on the table next to him and rubbed his eyes. They looked swollen and red. Maybe he was tired.

"I'm actually feeling pretty good!" I said and smiled. "I slept! Brian, I actually got some real sleep!"

He looked surprised but then a shy, hesitant smile made its way onto his lips. "So you're not upset?"

"Upset about what?" I asked as I yawned again. I did feel a bit gross and nauseous but other than that I felt like an actual princess. I sat up properly and felt my jeans digging into my thighs slightly. Brian looked confused and a bit worried as he glanced over my face and down to my stomach. Then it hit me. The panic came like backlash after standing up too fast and I threw my hand onto my back pocket. The pregnancy test was gone. My hands frantically started searching under the blanket and between the couch cushions. I needed to see the results.

"I put it on the table..." Brian said and looked at me as his eyes teared up.

There. The white stick with the blue cap laid on the glass table, facing down. Suddenly I didn't want to see the results at all. While my brain screamed no, my hand reached out and grabbed the small stick. My brain kept screaming inside my head as I turned it. The black text was clear on the small grey screen. The spelt it out clearer than anything could've.

"I'm sorry, Mickey..." Brian whispered. He only called me Mickey when he was worried about me which only made it worse.

"I'm gonna... I'm gonna go for a walk..." I whispered and stumbled off the couch, clenching the pregnancy test in my hand.

"Mickey, I don't think that's a good idea..." Brian stuttered and stood up. He was wise enough not to grab me though as we both knew that I would've probably smacked him into his next life.

So, I didn't answer him. I just pulled my shoes on and wrapped my jacket around my body.

"At least bring your phone..." Brian whispered as I was about to open the door. He held his hand out and slid my phone into the pocket of my jacket. "Please don't hurt yourself... And please be careful..."

I opened the door and stepped outside only to have the hood of my jacket gabbed.

"Don't you dare do anything stupid..." Brian whimpered. I could hear the fear in his voice.

I flicked his hand away and walked away, not looking back.

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The October air was frosty and damp. It stuck to my skin, creating a sticky layer of watery air on my body. The walk wasn't long. I had walked here before. I even knew that I could run all the way back if I needed to. I knew that I would regret this later, more than I would ever admit.

I couldn't read the Greek letters over the door. In fact, I had no idea what they spelt out whatsoever. When I walked up the stone steps toward the front door a loud laugh hummed through the thick wall. I had been somewhat confident when I walked over but the thought of all the strangers was starting to make me anxious. Their waves of laughter scared me off and I backed away from the door. I gripped my phone in my pocket and felt the pregnancy test next to it. As the plastic touched my fingers I pulled my hand back with a pant and walked straight up to the door and knocked on it firmly. The laughter died down on the other side of the thick wall and I heard a bit of lazy debating before steps approached the door.

A tall Hispanic looking guy glanced down at me with a surprised look on his face. "How can I help you?" He asked. He was awfully handsome but I could think of someone who was even better looking.

"Is Jayden here?" I asked and took a deep breath.

"Jay? Yeah, he's here..." The guy turned his head. "Hey!" He yelled. "Prince Naveen! You've got company!"

Laughter erupted in the living room and I blushed. "Stop calling me that!" Jayden yelled and I heard him jog up to the door, shirtless. "Who's coming by at this hour..." Our eyes met and his voice faded into a hesitant mumble. We just stared at each other in silence as I blushed, looking at his toned torso. "Joey you can go back to the guys..." He mumbled.

The Hispanic guy gave Jayden a curious look and slowly walked back in the direction Jayden had come from. I stared at his chest and felt my mouth water a bit. Instead of giving in just yet I bit my lip and looked up into his grey eyes. He was beautiful, especially when the light shone behind him. It made his dark skin shine a bit and I just wanted to stroke and bite it. A gust of wind swept into the house and I shivered, pulling my jacket closer to my body. When I looked back up I was met by Jayden's naked torso, full of goosebumps. His n*****s were hard and it was all I could focus on.

"If you keep biting your lip like that I'll get hard..." He whispered in annoyance and hurried me into the house. As he closed the door behind me I let the warm air embrace me and he pulled my jacket off. "Might wanna tuck that away..." He groaned and took a deep, lustful breath as he looked down at my crotch. "Fuck..." He groaned and turned around for a second, trying to tuck away his b***r with little success since he couldn't hide it under a shirt.

I held my jacket in front of my erection as I took deep breaths. I couldn't help it. It was as if lust was taking over and I couldn't think very clearly. I glanced into the living room of the frat house and saw a group of guys, some of whom were shirtless, just sitting around, talking and playing super smash bros.

"Jay!" Someone called. "Who was it?"

"f**k off, Chris..." Jayden yelled back. His face was bright red and he was looking very embarrassed and very turned on.

"Prince Naveen's been in a bad mood today..." Someone snickered.

"You're coming with me..." Jayden growled and grabbed my arm.

"Hey! Who's that?!" Someone called but no one had time to answer before I was rushed up the stairs.

My back arched as I squirmed on Jayden's bed. He quickly worked my pants off, biting and kissing his way down towards my stomach.

"Do you want this?" He panted and raised his flushed face from where it was close to my crotch.

"Just do it already..." I whimpered. I could hear my future self scolding myself for taking my stress out like this but I wanted it more than anything.

"Do you need to clean out or anything?" He panted, I just shook my head, knowing that I was already pretty cleaned out. Jayden pulled my pants down and pressed both of his thumbs into my mouth, running them over my tongue and the insides of my cheeks before he pulled them out and pressed them into me as he spread my legs apart. "Don't worry, I'll wear a condom this time..." He said and looked up at me as he slowly replaced one of his thumbs with two lubed fingers. I took a deep breath as he started working on stretching me out.

"You... Don't... Have to..." I panted, earning a confused stare from Jayden as he curved his fingers inside. "It won't change anything..."

"If you say so..." He mumbled. Before I knew it I felt him pressing the tip of his erection inside of me as he slowly and gently stroke mine with the same steady rhythm he was pounding into me with. I let several loud moans, whimpers and gasps slip before he pressed his palm against my mouth roughly. "Do I need to gag you?" He panted. "You gotta be a bit quiet... there are... people downstairs..."

"Harder..." I whimpered behind his hot hand. His eyes lit up and it didn't take long until my eyes rolled back in my head as he continuously hit my prostate. His pounding was steady, fast and rough. Rough enough that the bed moved with his thrusts and I laid like a limp, whimpering mess underneath him.

His hand slid back down my stomach and he roughly wrapped his hand around my erection. As he started moving his hand up and down I couldn't help but scream as I climaxed. He panted as he felt me cumming, squeezing around him tighter than a python strangling its prey as the tears ran from my eyes.

"Micah..!" Jayden whimpered. "That's too... tight..." He gasped and placed his hands on the sides of my neck as he gave me an extremely hard thrust. I felt his teeth around my n****e, biting down roughly. I screamed again, both in pain and pleasure as he hit my prostate and nibbled at my chest. His nibbling continued up to my neck where he placed bites and kisses in all the places he could reach. He hit my prostate again and I was about to let out an extremely loud moan when his hand covered my mouth. "I'm cumming..." He panted and squeezed my shoulder, placing what I knew would become a bruise on my skin. "Fuck..." He said as he very slowly pulled out of me.

He dropped down onto the bed and pulled me up onto the pillow. We were both panting.

"What's gotten into you?" He panted and pulled me close to his chest.

"Sleepy..." I mumbled, earning a chuckle from Jayden.

"Does this mean we're... okay..?" He asked as he rubbed my arm. "Or was that some kind of frustration-s*x?"

I tiredly chuckled and closed my eyes as I snuggled closer to him. "A little bit of both..." I mumbled.

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I woke up around 3 am, surprised to have fallen asleep again at all. I sat up on his bed and a wave of nausea hit me. Not the vomiting nausea but the annoying, headachy and slightly suffocating kind of nausea. The kind of nausea that makes you more nauseous. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and found several frantic texts from Brian. I sent him a quick message telling him that I was fine and safe. He probably wouldn't see it until he woke up though.

The house was empty as I wandered through it. No one was awake and I was all alone. The house looked very different now that it wasn't full of neon lights and drunk college students. Now it just looked comfy. I gently massaged my stomach as I wandered into the kitchen. I was cramping a bit and I couldn't tell if it was because of the newly discovered pregnancy or the fact that I had my brain f****d out a few hours prior. Their fridge had a note saying -Eat anything you want as long as you replace it- I opened it and peeked inside. All I found inside was beer and old leftovers though.

Choosing to leave the fridge alone, I walked over to the pantry and opened it to find an actual snack heaven. There were Oreos, chocolate chip cookies, pretzels, chips, chocolate and a box full of candy bars. My eyes watered at the sight. The same note that was on the fridge hung here too. I hesitated before grabbing one of the candy bars, no one would notice one missing candy bar anyway. I quickly chomped it down and chugged a glass of cold water before I went back to Jayden's room.

He was sound asleep under the covers. His curly black hair spread out over the pillows and his long naturally curled eyelashes were fluttering slightly as he moved his eyes under his eyelids. He looked truly beautiful. His full dark lips and his slightly stubbly chin. My body easily slid down next to his and I pulled his arm over my shoulders. Surprisingly, I yet again dozed off into slumber. The warm darkness hugged my heavy head and leaned it back into the pillow. Jayden's breath gently tickled the back of my neck.