Poems

Everything is lost (Best Friend Missing)

When the biggest part of your life feels like the world,

There is nothing more painful than losing your best friend,

Cause who would want that, right?

Surely I am not the only one?

Who feels like you've f****d up with your life,

Every time you lose a friend,

Especailly a best friend!

A best friend is the most important friend of all,

But when you see them distancing themselves from literally everyone around them.

You start to worry,

Even panic and fear floods your system,

Cause you have to watch them break apart,

And witness someone else pick up the pieces.

This is always brutal to watch from a distance,

Knowing they are not in your arms as they previously would have done,

But within another companion,

Who barely knows the person like you do.

Even though you try not to overthink it,

But knowing that you've potentially failed that person,

Knowing you may not ever get them back,

Knowing your bond that you use to have with them is broken,

It's the knowing that gets to the people the most.

You try to Ignore it,

You try to move on,

But people always get in the way,

People seem to always ask if "you ever been to hell and back",

With what consequences?

That being "I'm already in hell without a soulmate"