My body felt well used and frozen at the same time. I felt my chest rise and fall as I blinked a few times, hoping that I was still dreaming and that I haven't f****d Damian again. The first time it happened I had an excuse for it, I was saving him from death... but this time it just happened. I just gave in to lust without any thought of what will happen now. We had a deal, I had a plan and this was never part of it. When we finish with the pack and I would be off, my time with him would be finished. I can't get involved, I can't get attached. I have no place in his life and he doesn't belong in mine. He is a great man that survived s**t that is more than horrible. He lost the love of his life in the most horrible way possible. It is too hard to even imagine the pain he felt... the

