You Are Nothing to Me

###Chapter1,All for Money The passenger seat was very crowded, Zhou Yankang simply told me to climb to the back seat to facilitate his movements. My hands on the leather chair has been a bit trembling, to tell the truth, really a bit uncomfortable. ZhouYanKang seems to see my body stiffness, so asked me:" What, you are not comfortable?" I shook my head and didn't dare to say it directly. I could only say to him:" A little out of habit!" He laughed and mocked, and said to me," A few more times you get used to it."Then he stopped talking to me. After that he put me up, let me in this position for ten minutes, he said so easy to conceive, I bit the lip not over the head, that moment heart sour is really no one can understand. My name is Xia An, this year 21 years old, half a year ago I was a university in Nanjing a junior student, half a year later I was reduced to someone else's surrogate. Pregnancy tool, as for the reason is very simple, just two words,lack of money. Half a year ago, my hometown had an earthquake, my father, grandmother, and only four-year-old brother was smashed beyond recognition, the only surviving mother was also because of high amputation into a disability, the government before and after a total of 20,0 yuan of relief money, but these money even my mother's most basic drugs can not maintain, let alone the late operation costs, so I can only go the generation. Pregnancy this way. The person who introduced me to was my aunt, at that time because I asked her to borrow money, then she knew my condition and then said to me,She has a way to make money, asked if I would like to go, later went to know, this way is to the rich family of life children. At first I was also unwilling, but auntie and I said, only borrowed a man's palace artificial conception, but not really with the man, there is no personality insult, plus that time my mother's illness worsened and urgent need of surgery, so I had no choice but to agree. This is how Zhou Yankang became my employer. On the first day of our meeting, he took me to the hospital for an examination. The results showed that I had no physical problems before asking the doctor to do it for me. We signed the contract, we need to do a total of two times, each time to give 10,0 yuan, after success to give 20,0, and then three months of pregnancy to give another 20,0, six months to give 20,0, and finally after the birth of the child, a one-time to give 1,0, so this calculation, I can get a total of 17,8. However, my luck was not good. I failed twice. According to the contract, if I failed twice, the employer can ask for a replacement. I wanted to refund half of the money, but at that time, I had already paid my mother a medical fee and even paid $50,0 to Zhou Yankang. At that time, I felt that I could definitely be pregnant. After all, I was so young, but I didn't expect that I was not pregnant, but also because of the egg-promoting needle a month aunt came twice. Zhou Yankang came to ask me to pay back the money. I cried and begged him to give me a few days. He dropped his eyelids and slowly took out a cigarette from his pocket. He asked me," How many days can you pay me back?" I could only stand beside him and watch him smoke silently. "Come here!"He threw up a smoke ring and turned to me and hooked his finger. I stood there wondering what he was doing. ZhouYanKang this person doesn't seem to like to talk, Every time when talking only a few words, But even if only a few words, But still can let my whole body gush up a kind of trembling feeling, So I still shake the body after all small steps moved past. He buried his head and stuck my lips under my unpreparedness. I staggered in fright, but he held my waist and said word by word," Come on, I'll make you conceive naturally!" I immediately pushed him away, and sternly refused, Zhou Yankang smiled, then suddenly said:" In less than three days you will come to me!" Yes, I really went to find him, and it was the first day after he left.Because the doctor told me that if my mother didn't have surgery then she would n' t be able to hold on. I agreed helplessly and advanced another fifty thousand from him, and that night he drove to the hospital to pick me up. Originally said to go to the hotel, but halfway he said to play some tricks, so the car drove to the exhaust workshop. ###Chapter2,His Help After the end, Zhou Yankang seems to be a bit more interested, he is lying on my side is still very restless, I feel a bit depressed, see he reached out to hold him like this, he paused, then asked me:" What is it, now shy?" I looked at him with a little begging:" My mother is still in the hospital, no one to take care of this point, I am worried!" Zhou Yankang frowned slightly when his gaze swept over me with a bit of heartache and tenderness, of course I soon felt that all this was just my illusion, because I said this sentence in the next second he coldly out of a sentence:" disappointing!" When a man has a need to be interrupted is irritating, the current Zhou Yankang is like this, only saw him frown, a hard face seems to be full of frost, I curled up in the back corner, he casually threw my clothes over, and then coldly said:" Wear!" It was more than eleven o'clock when I returned to the hospital. The nurse was checking the room. She could n' t help but frown and scold me. "The doctor told you before, your mother is still in a dangerous period of time, there is no one around to watch, I came to check the room twice you are not!" I apologized and said that I was too late for something. She lowered her head and made notes on the paper and said coldly to me," If you're busy and do n' t have time to take care of yourself, find a nurse. You're always out of your way. What if something happens to the patient? Do you want us nurses to take responsibility?" "The nurse will come tomorrow!" Zhou Yankang suddenly came in from outside the door, see the nurse is training my face also instantly up. "Why are you here?"I looked at him with a frown and doubt. He pursed his lips and did not answer me. He just picked up two bags in his hand. I picked it up and put it on the side of the table, he seemed a little unhappy, hurriedly asked me:" Why not eat?" "I'm not hungry!"When I saw his face, I thought of the scene. Although it was something I was willing to do, I still felt forced from the bottom of my heart, so I could not speak to him in a very peaceful tone. He didn't seem to mind, either. After the nurse left, he took the food out of the bag. "Don't forget, you took my money, so you have to give me a baby, so, in this period of time, you have no right to wronged their own body!" I couldn't help but shiver. The sourness that spread from my internal organs flooded me like the rising tide. I sat down slowly and picked up the porridge he had bought for me. He pulled a chair and sat next to it, and at that moment his face seemed to be mixed with some satisfaction, until I had almost eaten everything in front of him before he stood up and said to me," I'll go back first. Tomorrow, you' ll be waiting for me here!" "You're coming tomorrow?" I straightened up and looked at him in confusion. He narrowed his eyes and looked at me with some sharpness. "What?I can't come?" "Is not...I don't mean that, I just...Just what are you doing here?" "You'll know tomorrow!" ###Chapter3,Is the hotel OK The next morning Zhou Yankang came over, he really found me a high-care, and also upgraded my mother's ward into a special care ward, I repeatedly refused, because the special care ward is too expensive, but he immediately told me to shut up, and then said to me:" All costs are borne by me, you just remember what you should do!" I bit my lip and nodded silently. He walked up to me and leaned over to my ear and whispered," I'll pick you up at eight tonight!" ZhouYanKang walked after the nurse always praised me happy, said to find a so good husband, she said:" Our village has a girl, father had a car accident needs a large amount of medical expenses, and then that girl's boyfriend knew immediately put forward break-up, girl ah, you really are good life ah, now such a good man really not many, you must cherish!" I laughed icily:" He is not good to me, but...!" "Is nothing ……" "Nothing!"I shook my head and swallowed the word for the child. At 8 p. m., Zhou called me on time and said he was waiting for me downstairs.I gave the nurse some precautions before leaving in a hurry, and when he got in the car, he said strangely to me," Why are you different from other girls!" "Of course it's different. Have you ever seen a girl from a normal family come out for a baby?"When I heard him ask me that, I blurted out without any good looks. "That's true!"His eyes narrowed into a line." But shouldn't you rather dress up like a woman to please me?" "Dressed?"I turned my head to look at him in shock, and the moment my voice rang tears fell. "You didn't see what I was like?Didn't you see my mother lying in bed with a high amputation?Do you know how I live every day?What I think every day is whether my mother can last until the operation, after the operation can get better, just like this life, you think I still have the mood to dress up delicate to see you?" "You are my employer, you pay, I sell the uterus, I know this is a transaction, I do not expect you to sympathize with me, understand what I do, on the contrary, in a certain level I also really appreciate you, after all, if you are not willing to give me money, the hospital would have thrown my mother out, but even so, it does not mean you can brazenly insult me!" It may be that this period of time let me collapse too many things, so once crying up mood can not stop the car, ZhouYanKang looked at me may not think that my mood will suddenly explode like this, indifferent sitting on one side lit a cigarette. "Are you finished crying?"Halfway through the smoke, he suddenly asked me, I took a sniff, thought about it or wipe the tears on his face. He turned his head and threw up a smoke ring at me. I choked and coughed immediately. He turned a blind eye." Remember, I don't like to see women cry!" he said. When he spoke to me in such a tone and expression, I was particularly afraid, so I naturally did not dare to go against anything. After all, he was my employer, so I could only bite my lip and nod. He opened the window and threw the cigarette out." Are you alone in your house?" he asked. "I used to have a grandmother, a father and a brother!" "What about them?Why do you take care of your mother alone?" "Are dead!" "Are all dead?" I nodded and told him about the earthquake in my hometown half a year ago. I said very calm, but tears still can not stop flowing out. Zhou Yankang looked at me, then reached out to my arm patted," money problem, don't worry about the future, as long as you concentrate on doing what you should do!" I some reason, I felt moved. I looked at his face through the smoke of the car. That face was really a beast. If it weren't for the trade between me and me, I might have been fascinated by him.But when I thought that the deal was at my own expense, my heart sank again. He turned his head to look at me staring at him in a daze, and said with a said:" Don't stare at me so, later I will let you see enough." The car drove to my rental downstairs, the door closed, he immediately put me into bed, I was a little uncomfortable at first, I think of the last pain, my heart, just want to let him light.He seemed to sense my thoughts and whispered in my ear," This time I won't hurt you ……"