“Will you let me love you?” Lisa asked. “I know I messed up before and I hate myself for giving you false hope. But Jennie, I’m willing to make things right and work this time if you’d only let me. I know you’re mad at me for what I did to you and I’d understand if you wouldn’t want me back. But please let me know if I will still wait for you because no matter how long, I’ll wait, I’ll never leave. I’ll stay and wait for you. Whatever your decision is, I’ll respect it.” Lisa took a deep breath and she sadly smiled, looking at Jennie‘s sparkling eyes and then she let go her hands. “I’m sorry if I came here unannounced, but can you tell Jisoo to pick me up now? My purpose here is done.” Lisa’s eyes fell on the ground and walked away from Jennie to get back to the couch.
For the second time, Jennie felt her heart ached. Everything felt like a déjà vu to her. It felt like Lisa was saying goodbye to her again but with a promise of not leaving. She feels happy and sad at the same time. She’s happy with the thought of Lisa wanting her back despite the fact that she gave her up before, but she’s sad with the fact that Lisa thought she would never want Lisa back to her as well. If Lisa only knew she was the reason of Jennie’s sleepless nights these past few days. Maybe Jisoo was right, it was never one-sided after all. They both want the same thing. They both want to be together.
“Lisa.” Jennie sighed and Lisa stopped in her tracks and slightly turned her head to Jennie. “Will you stay with me?”
“Do you want me to?” Lisa asked, turning her heels to face Jennie and the latter slowly walked towards her, she tiptoed and slowly wrapped her arms around Lisa’s neck.
“I’m sorry for what I’ve said that day, I felt stupid for being mad, I should’ve been the understanding one. I know I’ve said before that I’ll stay with you but I’m sorry that I left you miserable, I should've just stayed with you and comforted you. I’m sorry for not being there for you.” Jennie said as she was silently sobbing on Lisa’s shoulder.
Lisa distanced herself a little bit from Jennie so she could see her. Her hand reached Jennie’s face to wipe her tears.
“Please don’t cry, this is not your fault. This is all me, it’s my fault. I hurt you. But give me a chance to prove myself to you. Let me love you, for real.” Lisa said and she was surprised when Jennie crashed her lips on hers as she wrapped her arms around her neck again. “I missed you.” Lisa whispered when she cut the kiss to catch her breath and rested her forehead on Jennie’s.
“Stay?” Jennie whispered.
“I’ll never leave.” Lisa answered.
Jennie pulled Lisa by the collar so their lips could meet, hungrily kissing each other as Lisa pulled Jennie by her waist. Lisa took the lead and walked carefully to pin Jennie against the wall without breaking the kiss as the latter’s hands began to ran through Lisa’s hair. Lisa broke the kiss and looked at Jennie’s eyes full of lust.
“I need you, I want you.” Lisa panted.
“I can say the same.” Jennie breathed.
Lisa crashed her lips against Jennie’s as the latter gasped when she felt Lisa’s teeth biting her lower lip, she then felt Lisa’s weight against her body as the latter’s hand began to crawl underneath her shirt and she shivered at the contact. Lisa’s kiss went down Jennie’s jaw and making sure she would leave a mark on her soft neck.
As Jennie was savoring Lisa’s kisses on her neck, she slightly pushed her away so she could take Lisa to her room with her few steps away from where they were standing. When the two finally reached the room, Lisa slowly closed the door behind her with her foot without breaking her stare at Jennie. Lisa slowly walked towards Jennie as a playful smirk was playing on her lips and the latter was tugging on her shirt that Jisoo lent her. Lisa brought her lips to Jennie‘s once again as the latter slowly guided her to her bed, pulling Lisa close to her. They heard a soft thud when Jennie’s leg bump against the edge of the bed and Lisa automatically put her hands on Jennie’s back to lie her down carefully without breaking the kiss. Once Jennie was comfortably lying down and Lisa was on top of her, Lisa lifted her head and examined Jennie’s unflawed face. Jennie softly smiled at Lisa as she reached her face.
“How are you?” Jennie breathed out as she caressed Lisa’s face.
“I feel better now.” Lisa whispered and she kissed Jennie’s forehead. “When will you be back at work? I miss you being around.”
“Next week.” Jennie answered and kissed Lisa’s forehead back. “I will get you out of there, I promise.” She assured Lisa.
Lisa tucked Jennie’s hair behind her ear and she cupped her face before meeting Jennie’s luscious lips with hers. Jennie mindlessly wrapped her arms around Lisa’s neck and pulled her closer to deepen the kiss. Lisa parted her lips to poke her tongue out inside Jennie’s mouth, their teeth crashing with each other. When Lisa was almost out of breath, she broke the kiss to inhale some air and then proceeded to kiss Jennie’s jawline, the latter tilting her head to give Lisa an access. Jennie breathed out when she felt Lisa's tongue on her skin and later on sucking on that spot.
Lisa’s hand began to find its way under Jennie’s shirt. Jennie shivered at Lisa’s warm touch against her abdomen. Lisa lifted her head after she was done sucking Jennie’s neck to go even further. She pushed the hem of Jennie’s shirt up to expose her stomach and started leaving soft and wet kisses up to her chest. Lisa could almost feel Jennie’s loud heartbeat against her lips when her lips landed on her chest. She secretly smiled knowing she was the reason why Jennie's heart was beating that way. She then pulled Jennie's shirt up and over her head to expose her half naked body and Jennie felt her face heat up. Lisa smiled at Jennie’s pinkish cheeks, she lowered her head to kiss either of her cheeks.
“You look beautiful.” Lisa whispered when she rested her forehead against Jennie’s.
Jennie slowly lifted her head to kiss Lisa and then propped herself up with her elbows. It was her turn to pin Lisa down and she sat against the latter’s lap. She continued kissing Lisa, biting her lower lip as she felt the latter’s hands run up and down her perfectly shaped torso. Jennie felt her limbs shaking because of their position so she pulled Lisa’s collar up and close to her so they could sit instead without breaking their kiss. She felt Lisa’s hands pulling her body closer to her and later on she felt her hands reaching to unclasp her bra behind her. When Lisa did what she had to do, she slowly slid the straps down Jennie’s shoulders to expose the latter's bare breasts. Lisa lowered her kisses once again, leaving wet traces until she reached Jennie’s exposed breasts. She cupped the other while she began to lick the other. Jennie felt her lungs breathing out more air than usual as her knees growing weak. She closed her eyes in pleasure as her hand mindlessly messed Lisa’s hair as the latter was doing her job and she didn’t realize she was already grinding against Lisa.
Jennie gulped as she felt her lips growing dry so she cupped Lisa’s face to bring her into a kiss. She took Lisa’s shirt off for her and their lips parted for a while for Jennie to scan Lisa’s body. She slowly traced Lisa’s body from her chest to her stomach slowly. She sadly sighed at sight of Lisa’s petite body and she then looked at her.
“You’re getting thinner, you’re making me worried.” Jennie said.
“I may have said before that I want to die but I have changed my mind. I will live for you and I’ll so my best to make myself better. I want to be better for you.” Lisa lovingly said as she held Jennie’s hands and brought it to her lips and kissed it. “Stop worrying okay?” Lisa gave Jennie a smile of assurance. “Someday we will win the battle together.” Lisa said and kissed Jennie's forehead. “Together, okay?” Jennie nodded.
“Together.” Jennie repeated and kissed Lisa passionately, showing her how much she loves the latter without saying any words to feel it.
As the kiss was becoming deeper, Lisa’s hand slowly found its way in Jennie’s pants and she felt the latter’s shaky and hot breath against her wet plump lips.
“Lisa...” Jennie weakly said as she shut her eyes and rested her head against Lisa’s forehead.
“Yes?” Lisa began to draw small circles on Jennie’s wet underwear.
Lisa continued what she was doing and Jennie’s breath became heavier and Lisa could already feel the latter’s legs shaking. Jennie grabbed Lisa’s hand that was in her pants to pull it out and put it inside her underwear. Jennie released as soft moan when her wet folds met Lisa’s fingers.
“Are you sure about this?” Lisa cautiously asked as she searched for Jennie’s eyes. Jennie looked back at her and gave her a small nod of approval.
“Do it.” Jennie barely said between her shaky breaths.
“If you say so.” Lisa whispered and she reached for Jennie’s face with her free hand and kissed her softly as her other hand began sliding between Jennie’s throbbing and wet folds.
Jennie couldn’t focus herself from kissing Lisa because of what the latter was doing in between her legs. Lisa began putting her finger inside Jennie. The latter parted her lips and arched her back in pleasure.
“Deeper...” Jennie whispered and Lisa smiled at the sight of Jennie. Lisa did what she was told as she nibbled on Jennie’s right breast. “Ah...” Jennie moaned as she felt Lisa’s long finger digging deeper in her. “Lisa...do it...faster.”
Lisa fasten her pace inside Jennie and she felt the latter’s walls becoming tight around her slender finger, Jennie’s hands tugging Lisa’s hair in pleasure. As Lisa was doing Jennie faster and faster, the room was filled with Jennie’s moans and heavy breaths. Lisa added another finger inside Jennie and started her pace slow again to tease her.
“Hmm...” Jennie breathed out as she bit her lower lip. “Lisa...you’re making me crazy.” Jennie breathlessly said.
“Then let me make you even crazier.” Lisa whispered in Jennie’s ear and licked it as she began to make her thrust faster and harder.
“Fuck.” Jennie buried her face in Lisa’s shoulder as her nails began to scratch and dig Lisa’s back. “I’m...almost...” Jennie panted.
“Keep it coming, I got you.” Lisa panted as well as she wrapped her other arm around Jennie’s waist.
Jennie released a repeated high pitched moans as she felt her legs growing weaker and weaker by Lisa'’s fast and hard thurst. She gasped as she reached her climax, she couldn’t feel anything after that cloud nine experience. She felt her body numb and tired. As much as she wanted to return the favor to Lisa, she was too tired to even lift a finger, she just let her body rest against Lisa’s body and latter pulled out her hand from Jennie’s underwear.
“Are you okay?” Lisa asked as she began to caress Jennie’s bare back.
“I feel drained.” Jennie mumbled against Lisa’s hair and the latter chuckled.
“I’m sorry.” Lisa gave Jennie a soft kiss on her cheek. “Jennie?”
“Hmm?”
“I forgot to tell you something.”
“What’s that?”
“Look at me first.” Lisa said and Jennie lazily lifted her head and looked at Lisa with her sleepy eyes. Lisa smiled and fixed Jennie’s messed up hair first before speaking again. “I love you.”