BORN DEFFERENT

In 1999 I was born that how I was being told by my family I don't know exact month coz others are saying I was born on February others says on April but fewer say s I was born on 2000 I found myself in this crazy world and found my big brother Kevin who was only one year older than me I didn't know we hard bigger brother but I stated hearing some roomeers we had a big bro. so I still remember when my mum use to a***e me when I was young that he will explode my big eyes I was young by then thats when I come to realize I had big eyes . On the year 2007 I joined class one and suddenly I started growing rapidly and becoming tall than my brother so people stated saying I was big than my brother and in our family of five I was the only dark and ugly person such that my brothers would doubt me if I was their blood. It was then that I come to realize I was defferent and the more I grew up the more I become depressed nobody likes me my grandmother hated me my mom sometimes he told me to say that she was my antie she never wanted people to know I was their son. I was being used most of time I would do most of home assignment and whenever we will do wrong me and my brother I will be the one get panished so I kept on fadding my life become like a horrible my teachers hated me I had fewer friends. Since then I've never been the same I still experiencing the same thing even though am 21 now I stay alone but I still wonder why this happened to me and why am the only tall and agly in our family.