Alita.
Shame, guilt, and other feelings gnawed at me as I walked from my chambers towards the royal servants' quaters. Yeah, since I became a royal warrior, I hadn't accepted any mission, and I felt like it was about time.
Since I sucked at being a good daughter, sister, and grandchild, I was dying to redeem myself. To prove my guilty conscience that I still had some good qualities in me through my service to the kingdom.
Right, I was going to take on a royal mission, not because I wholeheartedly wanted to serve my people, but because I wanted something to make me feel good about myself, something to distract me, and something to challenge me.
Why? Because I felt horrible. I felt like the worst person ever. I had no reason to justify my actions. I was guilty. I had once again kissed
