Unexpected Rival (one shot)

Her POV We are happily chatting when he stopped replying to my messages at first I thought he just fell asleep cause he's tired from walking with me earlier then every minutes that had passed I can't stop thinking about what happened to him... What if something bad happens to him that's why he's not replying to any of my messages. i stayed up all night to wait for him to respond on my chats and if something bad happened to him I'll know right away. Morning came and he's still not replying on my chats so I decided to visit him on his dorm/boarding house. "Are you looking for Dex? You're his girlfriend right?" The landlady asked me so I nod and asked if Dex's roommates are still inside the house but they already left according to the landlady so I excused myself and let myself enter in the house but what I saw shock me I suddenly drop the anxious feeling and turned in rage. I just saw Dex and his cousin hugging and kissing like WTF? Dex suddenly saw me and pushed his cousin allyssa his cousin whom he said kissed him when she's drunk! Tf?? I entered the room and slapped Dex and keep shouting... "Why!???? Why!!????" Dex holds my hand and I felt disgusted right away as I shook his hands off.. "Don't you dare touch me! You disgust me!! How can you kiss your cousin like that!? You told me, she gave you trauma!!! What the f**k is this!? Why!!!???" I shouted at him as I felt my tears fell down to my cheeks. Dex looked at me with sorrow in his eyes "Babe, let me explain. I can explain myself, i'll tell you what happened babe just trust me" unbelievable seriously?? I saw it with my own eyes? Am I a fool? He tried to hold my hand but I avoided it. "How can you explain that? What's your excuse? Are you gonna tell me that nothing happened? That it's not a kiss? You just touch your lips to her? Is that it? Am I stupid?? Am i crazy and just seeing things!? What the hell is wrong with you!? Am I not enough?? Or you just miss kissing your cousin!? Is it a cousins thing? Is that how you express your care for her? By kissing? And hugging? Am I missing something here?" I can't stop myself from saying those things I can't even control my tears from falling f**k this! "No babe, it's a kiss yes there's no excuse on that but baby, it's her who kissed me! I never kissed her back! I wanted to push her but you came and saw that f*****g scenario,, babe please believe me! Im not cheating on you I can't cheat on you. My love I don't wanna lose you babe, you're all I want babe" Dex said in that time he's kneeling infront of me kissing my hand repeatedly but I can't listen to him now! Im hurt and I can't fcking control my feelings so I shook his hand and push him to the ground. "I can't listen or even look at you right now!" Then I ran, I ran while wiping my tears out, I pull myself together and walk to the school like nothing happened, of course I'm hurt, Im still hurt but I can't let anyone know about it. I search for my friends at school specially Rich whom I talking to whenever I'm hurt and frustrated, then I saw them at the library waving at me so I hurry and walks towards them. I pulled rich at the hall and talked to him sincerely. I told him what happened but instead of taking my side. He keep on saying that I'm the sane one so why don't I understand what's going on and just let Dex explain to me what really happened instead of getting mad ang furious on something I just saw and don't know the whole story. And that makes me mad I stood up and yelled at him. " Don't I have the right to get hurt? So what if he's not sane? So what if I don't know the whole story!? Don't I have the right to cry and be mad for what I saw!!??? Don't I have feelingss!? Seriously??? What's wrong with y'all!!?" Why is it always my fault!? Why do they always think I don't understand a thing? Of course I understand! I want to understand! I just want someone to listen to me. i feel cheated Rich tried to stop me but I already turned my back and run straight to the ladies room. i cried my heart out there Until I don't have any tears left. I never want to see them all they're all shits to me. I got out of the ladies room with my head bowed and I suddenly bumped into someone, someone I know Nelson my ex boyfriend and still a friend he asked me what happened and if I cried, I can't help it but to hug him and then again I cried. I told him everything and how tired I am about why do things like that always happening to me. "Do you love him?" He asked I nodded without hesitation. "Then if you're ready for his explanation, listen to him I'm sure if he loves you he'll assure you that" I know Nelson still loves me cause he always acts like it but I know he's matured enough to know that we better off just friends. "Thank you Nelson, thank you for always looking out for me I really appreciate it" I smiled at him and Hug him for the last time. His POV As Eul leave my place, I grabbed Allyssa's hand and dragged her outside. I know she's drunk again cause she reeks alcohol. "Why the f**k did you do that!!? I know you're drunk, but you're my cousin!! Allyssa I have a girlfriend what the f**k are you thinking!?" I pushed her! I know it's not right to hurt a girl but she broke me!!!! She caused trouble to me and Eul "Im sorry Dex, I'm not thinking straight when I look at your face earlier, I saw my ex and I missed him so much so I tried to kiss him but it's not him it's you, I am sorry Dex" she explained "Why!? Why do you need to come here everytime you have a problem with your relationship!? Why do you always bother me!? Don't you see I have my own life!!" I said, Then I leave her there to chase for Eul I ran towards school don't have any clue where she is cause my phone is broken and I don't have any contacts to her. While searching for her at the hall, I saw Rich seating on the bench so I asked him if he saw Eul then he told me Eul ran to the ladies room and never came back so I immediately walk to the ladies room only to find her hugging her ex boyfriend. My heart broke on what I saw, It's like I've been punched on my stomach a lot of times and my heart has been crumpled. I want to pull Nelson's neck and punch him to death but I can't seem to take a step, I froze staring at them while Nelson is wiping Eul's tears away. Is Eul tired of me already? Does she not what me anymore? But she still not ended our relationship yet, does that mean I still have a chance? I badly want to ask her that, but I don't have the guys to do so. And it sting, it f*****g hurts knowing that I hurt her a lot again