well This Is My Story

~CHAPTER 2~ A Little Bit Of My Life (and a little extra)

It has been 5 years since all of this happened. My mom went to jail for abuse, drugs and alcohol and they found out that she was pregnant. Dad was booked for abuse. The best for last Officers Jackson and Quinn found the man my mom was in love with (aka the man she was cheating on my dad with aka the father of her baby) and they convinced him to adopt me. So here I am 5 years later I am a 5'11 girl with short black hair that goes to my shoulders. I have plum purple eyes and a body that you can't see because I still wear big clothes. Not because Mason abuses me but it's just because I don't want people to notice me. As  a high-school girl that is uncommon but I always felt insecure about myself. 

It was 6:00 A.M and my alarm went off and I swong  myself out of bed and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. After I went back to my room to pick an outfit for school. When I finally decided I chose a plain white hoodie with gray sweatpants. After I chose my outfit it was 6:30 and Mason was still sleeping so I made breakfast eggs, pancakes and bacon. It was now 6:50 so I woke Mason up and we both ate in silence till he broke it and said: “ Thank you for the food. It was delicious. So how do you feel about being in 11th grade” he asked me and I just shrugged and replied that it was no big deal. Me and Mason never had a good relationship. I thank him for taking me in but I just never got how he could sleep with my mom when she was married. Also they thought they were in “love.” Love is nothing but a made up thing that people claim to be in because they hear it in a t.v show or movie. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Mason ask me if I had been studying for my driving test. I was really excited to get my driver's licenses in all the places to see.

“ Well I have good news. I have a friend who works at the D.M.V and she said that she might be able to fit you in this weekend. How does that sound.”

“ Sounds good,” I replied but I was busy thinking about a car. I was not high maintenance. I would accept whatever car he offered. Even though I was not high maintenance he was. Mason was far from poor. He had the latest cars, phones, shoes, and clothes (he was a businessman). Meanwhile I did not have a car (yet), I have the Iphone 6s+, I have lots of shoes but only wore 3 pairs, and lots of clothes that I don’t wear.

Right now it is time for me to go and get dressed. So after I did that I got my air pods and played 

Drivers Licences by Olivia Rodrigo

I got my driver's license last week

Just like we always talked about

'Cause you were so excited for me

To finally drive up to your house

But today I drove through the suburbs

Crying 'cause you weren't around

And you're probably with that blonde girl

Who always made me doubt

She's so much older than me

She's everything I'm insecure about

Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs

'Cause how could I ever love someone else?

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

And all my friends are tired

Of hearing how much I miss you, but

I kinda feel sorry for them

'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah

Today I drove through the suburbs

And pictured I was driving home to you

And I know we weren't perfect

But I've never felt this way for no one, oh

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone

I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

Red lights, stop signs

I still see your face in the white cars, front yards

Can't drive past the places we used to go to

'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

Sidewalks we crossed

I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing

Over all the noise

God, I'm so blue, know we're through

But I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone

'Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

Yeah, you said forever, now I drive alone past your street