I was hugged up with Breanna but watching Leilani standing by the pool. What the f**k was up with her? This girl stare holes in my a** every single day, but when she finally gets a chance to be right in front of me to say something. She can't get her fine a** away from me quick enough.
"Bae, it's freezing." Breanna says through a mouthful of smoke. She passes me the blunt and buries her face deeper into my jacket.
While rubbing her back I say. "I'm almost done with this blunt bae, so chill let me just finish this and we'll go back inside."
"Okay baby." She says.
I pull on the blunt and watch Emilia talk to Leilani. I've been kinda getting information on Leiani from her for weeks now... But I've been doing it discreetly. I noticed Leilani when classes first started, I mean shorty was a baddie. Any man with working eyes could see she was fine as f**k. She's got this real different look about her that makes me so f**kin interested in her, Shorty got those thick a** thighs, long curly hair.. I'm not going to lie her thighs look like they could so some f**kin damage to a n***a waist. A lot of my homies wanna smash shorty. But she makes herself so f**kin unapproachable that they ain't had a chance to slide between her thighs, and I glad as h*ll. I'm a real loyal dude and I love Breanna with all my heart but Leilani makes me feel real reckless with my thoughts some times, but if I got to chance to f**k with her...I'd take that opportunity without even thinking twice about Bre.
Yo, what the f**k is wrong with me.
I kiss the top of Breanna's head after she hugs me tighter. I don't even really know why the h*ll I that, It's not like it's going to make me change my mind Leilani. It's crazy I want another girl when I left home to follow Breanna's a** here, I wanted Breanna for a long time before we actually got together. Leilani tho.... Shorty bad and the dress she is wearing is like a second skin on her, I can even see her G-string at the top of round fluffy a**. I don't understand how she is naturally that d**n curvy, Her waist is tiny, but her a** and thighs are thick as f**k. Her body reminds me Ari Fletcher... I wonder if Leilani is f**kin some on a day to day basis because if she is that b*****d is one lucky f**ker. She turns around and walks inside with Emilia, and p****s me off when she doesn't even look my way. I gotta try to find a way to talk to her a** to see why she's so closed off. I mean seriously that girl don't talk to nobody but her d**n cousin.
I put out the bunt and walk back inside with Breanna, we stand in the kitchen while Emilia and Leilani gets a drink. I watch her lick her lips before she takes a sip and that s**t makes my d**k jump. I guess she felt my eyes on her because her eyes met mine when she lowered the cup, I could have sworn I seen lil mama blush before she turns around and talks to Emilia.
"Bae, Come on let's dance. I really love this song." say Breanna.
"Aight bae, I gotchu shorty." I say while IBreanna pulls me towards the dance floor. as we walk out of the kitchen I tear my eyes away from Leilani to go dance with my girl. My girl... Bruh you acting like a h***y a** teenager right now. I scold myself.
I try concentrating on Bre while we dance to Queen Naija's I'm Her, But I can't help but think about Leilani while listening to the lyrics of the song.
I tried so hard to keep you on your toes
But you always want what you can't have
You played yourself when you let it go
I know you wantin' some more
All you gotta do is say the word
And maybe I could back up on it, back up on it
I might even let you hit late at night
But you gotta go 'til the mornin' (good mornin' mornin'), the mornin'
You can't get enough and you don't know why (why)
'Cause you ain't never had a vibe like mine(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh)You can't get enough and you don't know why (why)'Cause you ain't never had a vibe like mine
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh)
'Cause I got what you want (I got what you want, baby, baby)
I got what you need (you need)
You ain't goin' nowhere (nowhere)
Baby, that's on me (nowhere)
Baby never leave, it's only one of me (never leave)
You know what you see, when you look at me
I'm her (I'm her, you know it)
I'm her (oh-oh, oh-oh)
I swear I gotta come up with a way to get shorty alone so I can see what's up with her. Breanna grinds all on my d**k and for the first time every, I ain't even feelin it. I gotta be in some serious s**t. We danced for a while until Bre goes to the bathroom, When she leaves my eyes quickly find Leilani and her cousin standing by a wall on the other side of the room. She looks a little more relaxed right now. She's rolling up with Emilia, she starts laughing about something and I start feeling some type of way about that s**t. I don't I even seen shorty smile let alone laugh but she has one sexy a** smile that just lights up the room. She has full pouty lips and even has some pretty a** teeth. Her beauty and best feature is her eyes.. I mean the way they just suck you in.
"Aye, Fam you coming to smoke with us or what?" Blaze ask.
"Yeah n***a d**n." I snap. I turn around and hear CJ say Leilani's names so I turn around to hear what they saying.
"Bruh, Leilani fine a** must be trying to get f**ked or something dressed like that." CJ says to Rider and tank.
"I don't think her a** here with anyone either." Say Rider.
Tank rubs his palms together and looks over himself. "I'm going to tap that." He says pretty confident in himself. For some strange reason that p***es me off and makes me jealous.
Breanna comes back with a group of friends and tells me she's about to go outside and smoke, before I could say anything I see Leilani disappear upstairs so I tell here to go ahead and I'll be out there once I use the bathroom. Once they walk outside I make my way upstairs to find shorty to wait for her to walk back into the hallway. I know shorty came up here but she ain't in the restroom... It's real quite up here so I guess ain't nobody that drunk to be f**kin yet. I notice the door beside me opens up and I see Leilani come out, so I turn to face her. I don't even know why I'm up here to be honest but I step in front of her and push her gently back into the room she came out of before closing the door.
She stands a few feet from me and just look at me not saying anything, h*ll I don't say s**t either, my heart start beating wildly in my chest since I'm in here alone with her. I take a look at her, and I mean really look at her I see what a natural beauty she is. she's short af but with those sexy a** black heels on she look like she has legs for days. I follow them until they disappear under her dress, I continue to look up and my eyes land on her full b****ts and I continue to go up until our eyes lock. I can her breathing hard over the loud music and that's when I realize her heart must be beating crazy just like mine.
She opens up her mouth to say something but she keeps opening and closing her mouth like she's a fish out of water. I think about leaving, I really need to get the h*ll out of dodge but something about this girl keeps pullin me in and that I'm alone with her I gotta do something ASAP. Once she licks her juicy plump lips I knew our fate was sealed. I move closer to her not even thinking about the consequences of my actions, s**t lil mama is the only thing on my mind right now. I keep thinking about how her lips will feel on mine... I gotta feel them against my lips. I swear I want to put my hands on this girl in the worst way possible, especially since I can smell her sweet perfume. Just her smell alone turns me on and thinking about tasting every inch of her body makes my d**k rock up to where it hurts pushing up against my pants. I just want to bend her over and f**k her all over this room.
She looks at me in the eyes when I start stroking the side of her neck with my fingers, her breath hitches and at that moment I knew she wanted me as bad as I wanted her. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pull her closer to me without saying a word. She holds me tight as well and I can feel her body tremble in my arms.
Why does this girl feel so good in my arms. I ask myself.
I slowly lower my lips to her, seeking permission to go ahead and kiss or to tell me not to. But she doesn't tell me no so my lips come crashing down on hers and it's the realist feeling I done ever felt in my entire life. She gasps and my mind finally registers to slip my tongue in her hot mouth. She has my head so f**ked up already. I wonder if this is how people feel when they say they feel sparks fly and s**t. If so that's exactly how I feel right now with what's happening between us right now. I slid my hands under her dress and trace the curves of her body that I can come in contact with. I deepen the kiss when I hear her moan and feel her press her body more into me. I can tell she wants this as bad ass I do. She moans once again and I swear all h*ll breaks loose when I make a sound that sounds like a growl. She grabs the back of my jacket with her fist and deepens the kiss even more, I can tell shorty ain't holding back now and I love that s**t. I can taste the Hennessy and weed on her tongue as we kiss each other like our life depends on it. I swear when this girl moans they sound so f**kin sexy and My d**k gets even harder if that's even possible. All I want to do is throw her against the wall and shove my d**k so far in her p***y that she screams my name.
I suddenly remember where I am and realize I shouldn't be doing the when my f**kin girl is downstairs. My common sense finally returns and I slowly back away from her. She touches her lips while she blinks rapidly. S**t she looks so scared right now, and it makes me feel so bad. What the f**k do I say? H*ll what can I say? I'm not saying sorry because I ain't sorry for the s**t I did. I just turn around and leave her standing there. I close the door and rest my head on it because it's taking everything in me not to go back in there and f**k the s**t out of her.
I don't understand why it's so hard to walk away from lil mama
I force myself off the door and head back downstairs to go meet up with the others. But while walking back downstairs I can't keep my mind off of Leilani being all up there alone, I swear I want to be up there with her right now.
I gotta f**kin stay away from that girl or else I'm in trouble
I know what I did with Leilani Ain't right, but to be honest I'm not going to be able to stop thinking about her fine a**, I can still taste her on my tongue. I swear shorty making feel sprung, I need to forget that it every happen ASAP. It was just a kiss but it felt like so much more than a kiss, it was definitely a different kiss I have ever experienced before. I found Bre and my boys by the pool lighting a blunt, No one even questioned me why I took so long. I grab Breanna and hold her close why I already come with a plan to get Leilani alone again.