I sit up quickly to see my mom leaning over me when I realize I'm in the room, I look around the room and see daddy isn't here. I taste blood in my mouth but it isn't animal blood this time, it's mom's.
"Acalmar(Calm down) I gave you some of my blood to wake you up." She hands me a bowl full of meat and I snatch it from her hands "Here it this." I start eating it as fast as I can like a hungry animal almost choking on a few pieces, I see her smirk as I'm eating.
"Depois de dar a você meu sangue que deveria ter parado a dor, então diminua a velocidade, você não precisa se apressar para comer." (After giving you my blood that should have stopped the pain so slow down, you don't have to rush to eat.)
I just nod while now taking my time to eat the diced steak "Soooooo good" I moan repeatedly.
"This moment brings back so many amazing memories... You know I blacked out too and for much longer than you did." She says before getting up from the couch to sit on the love seat.
"Really? I asked after swallowing the last of the meat that was in mouth. She nods her head while smiling at me until she turns around and see dad standing in the doorway.
"Yeah she did and I had to save her a** like I did you." Dad says coming over to sit beside her.
Daddy... I know he's disappointed in me right now. I sat the empty bowl on the table and took a deep breath. "Papa, je suis désolé, tu avais raison et j'avais tort. J'aurais dû rester à la maison aujourd'hui." (Daddy I'm sorry, You were right and I was wrong. I should have stayed home today.) Mom gives me a sad smile while daddy had a emotionless expression on his face which made me nervous.
"But princess, have you learned your lesson?" Mom asked.
"Most definitely."
"Good, So tell what happened with that mate of yours?" Dad asked.
I look at him surprised because I'm shocked he asked because I for sure thought he didn't want to know what happened. I hesitantly look over at mom to make sure it was okay to tell him about what happened.
"It's okay Bebê, your dad isn't mad at you." Mom says while rubbing dads leg.
I look back at my dad and he nods his head. "W-w-well.. Ummm... I-I-I Kinda flew off the handle in class, I sorta went off on my teacher.. Ugh.. I'm going to have to email her and apologize."
"Yes you will, just don't worry about that right now. Continue with what happened." Mom says.
"I promise I will do it tonight." I say. My parents are really big on respect, so it's a must I contact my teacher and make things right. They donate a lot of money to the school so I have to set an example.
"Okay... So what happened after that?" Dad asked snapping out of my thoughts.
'Well, I really couldn't control my anger so I stormed out of class and Sebastian followed me." At least I'm not sore any more. I swear mom's blood is freaking amazing. I remember when I broke my arm when I was Ten and she healed me right away. She's so special and I'm not just saying that because she's my mom.. she's literally special because she can do so many incredible things.
"Annnddddd." Dad says snapping me out of my thought once again.
I look back at them and continue. "After he followed me we argued because I was so pissed off that he didn't he didn't acknowledge me when he walked into class. He told me he didn't really want to ignore me, when I tried to walk away he grabbed me and took me to an empty classroom and kissed me again." I say smiling from the memory of what happened at school.
Mom smiles at me but daddy gives me a look telling me I need to hurry up with the story and get to the point.
"Then things kinda just happened from then on, one minute I was super pissed off and the next I was.. umm... Ya know.. I felt different.
"Yep! that sounds about right, I know that feeling all too well." Mom says.
"So how did he treat you." Dad asked making me and mom frown.
"Ummm... W-well, He didn't really want to continue once he found out I was a virgin. Ya know I kinda demanded that he finished what he started. He wasn't rude or mean about it. I know for a fact he felt bad about it after we were done."
"Soooooo... It's was like a quickie right? Since y'all did it in school." Mom asked.
"Ummm, I guess you can say it was a quickie.. Didn't feel like one though. Now can we please move on?"
"We want and need to meet this boy.. Soon, after your change." Dad says not leaving any room for protest.
"Okay." I say nodding.
"He still has a girlfriend doesn't he?" Dad asked.
"Yeah, he does."
"Leilani, that's going to be a big problem. You might be okay and accept that now, but after you change you are going to find it really hard to allow them to be together. Let's just say you wouldn't want to see him with anybody else. Your anger is only going to get worse Bebê." Mom says
"I know mama, I listened when we had our talk the other day. I made up my mind to not go back to school until after my change and training. So you can say I'm house arrest now until then."
"We are so glad to hear that. Did you manage to get ahead on all your schoolwork?" Dad ask.
"Yes. I'm way ahead on all my work."
"Great! That's good to know. Listen we aren't mad Bebê but you gotta take this change more serious. I know it may seem all okay right now, but trust me when I say.. it isn't. But how are you feeling now?
"Ummm... Well I'm good at the moment."
"Okay, How about you invite Emilia over to stay the night?"
"Nah, I'm good on that right now. We ain't really on speaking terms right now plus I don't need the stress either."
"Lani! Don't wait too long to try and work things out, I know Milly can be a handful but that's just how she is. Her father was just like that when he was younger." Dad says.
"I won't daddy. I'll text her."
"Good, Now let's go eat."
Mom excuses herself to go upstairs and change clothes after dinner and daddy goes with her but I know what they are really up to. The bigger mom gets the more she stays in werewolf form, I honestly don't how to feel about having s*x in werewolf form but mom says it's the best thing ever.
I go to my room to take a shower, Once I get out I put some shorts and a tank top on and lay down on the bed. I can't believe I lost my virginity today.
How do I feel about that? It was the most amazing thing ever and felt so good after the pain left. The only thing is I don't have anything to really compare it to. I think Sebastian liked it... He seemed to like it anyway and I know for a fact I felt some type of connection with him while we were having s*x. This might sound lame af but it felt so right having and feeling him inside of me while touching all over my body. Just thinking about getting another chance to feel his hands all over me makes me shudder.
The only thing that sucks about this whole ordeal is that the fact remains that he has a f**kin girlfriend.. A long time girlfriend at that, he isn't mine and I really feel sorry for Breanna. She doesn't deserve this at all especially since it seems her and Emilia are becoming Besties. I could be ruining her life as we speak. I don't want to see her get hurt even if I don't know her like that, but the fact remains I don't want to end up getting hurt either. Just thinking about having to stay away from Sebastian is emotionally damaging because he his my one true love. The one and only person who will truly have my heart, but the fact remains he can potentially break it as well.
I suppose if you think about it me and Sebastian have forever with each other.. if we're lucky. So I guess this little time apart shouldn't be too hard to deal with. Ugh, yeah right.
My phone starts ringing and vibrating on my nightstand. I frown because no one should be calling me especially since no one really as my phone number except my family and teachers, and it's not like Emilia would be the first one to reach out. I sit up on the bed and grab my phone and see an unknown number. Maybe it's my teacher so I hesitantly answer the phone and use my polite voice. "Hello"
The line goes dead. They hung up on me? I shrug it off and put my phone back on the nightstand and grab my MacBook so I could email my teacher to apologize about my behavior. I told her I had some personal issues going on and that i won't behave like that ever again. As soon as I send the email I get those hunger pains so I go downstairs to search for some food.
While walking passed mom and dad's room I stop and and look at mom laid out on the bed. They have a huge bed because of their ware form, she's huge ion her ware form and I'm not saying that just because she's pregnant. She's not a normal ware, her and daddy are different from others. Their size is definitely meant to intimidate others and as it should because they both are the king and queen of all ware kind.
My parents will live forever, they can never d*e so they will always hold the title as king and queen. They can't be killed or feel any pain, mom has other special talents... like her visions, her blood can heal others and her howl makes all wares submit. I know our family has been missing mama on missions the past couple months. usually when there is something bad going on mom and dad use the jet to go and deal with things quickly. No one dare defies mom and dad in person. I mean even if they wanted to, they couldn't because mom howl literally makes them fall to their knees in pain.
So as you can tell my mom is pretty bada**, don't get me wrong so is my dad. But there is no dad without mom and no mom without dad. Because without dad mom wouldn't be the unstoppable bada** she is. They died together while protecting all ware kind and they were reborn together as one. I swear their love is something that anyone will ever see again.
After walking downstairs I see dad in the kitchen cutting up some steak. Usually we keep a supply of deer meat on deck since they roam around free around where we live, but when a ware is close to their change beef is nutritional and most satisfying to eat. Daddy banned mom form doing anything other than sleeping. She's allowed to keep up the memory garden but that's about it. I know she hates but honestly I know that makes her love dad even more. When mom is tired so is dad and when she sleeps daddy feels better because they can feel each others emotions.
"Hungry."
"Yes sir"
He nods and comes over and pulls me into a hug. "I know it's a lot with everything going on but I promise Bebê it won't be like this for much longer."
"I know daddy."
He lets me go and stay quiet for a while. I watch as he cooks some grits for mama while I go wash my hands. After I wash my hands I pick at the meat while daddy cuts it up.
"Je ne peux pas croire que ma petite fille va être un ware." (I can't believe my baby girl is going to be a ware) he says. "There use tp be a time I thought I would never see a child of mine become a werewolf. I'm really looking forward to training you, not that I'm trying to be insensitive about you anxiety."
"Daddy, don't tell me you are going to go easy on my because I'm a girl?"
"H*ll no, I'm going to go harder. Yo mama would kick my a*s if she knew I went easy on you durning training." He says giving me a look.
"Good." I say laughing.
"Your mom can't wait to go hunting with you. I think I should save your first time after she has the baby. Let y'all have that special moment together.
"I kinda feel weird about everything because I know what's going to happen but it just doesn't seem real, Ya know?"
"I do baby girl."
"Daddy, can you remember your change?"
"F**k yeah, like it was yesterday." He says while sliding me a bowl of meat.
"Really? What's it like?"
He turn around and looks a me for a second. "I'm not going to lie baby girl, the s**t hurts like h*ll but it's the best thing that happened to me. You wouldn't be able to imagine the things you'll be able to do with your new body. It will definitely feel good once you get your full strength. The world will seem much different to you afterwards and you'll be able to see it with new eyes. It's the most exciting time in your life when you are learning new things the first few weeks, it is a lot of responsibility though.. especially for you."
"I know.. I know."